Apparently this is the solution for most spiritual people find acceptable; "Faking it till you make it" or "Making the choice to be happy" when happiness can really be beyond a "choice" once you know that a Love Greater than anything actually exists. It's like something out of Shirley MacLaine's Out On A Limb when that Pure Love permeates through every fiber and atom of your body with no fear left and the ego finally get's shut down. When THAT happens, things beyond your wildest dreams begin to happen where it's impossible to turn back.
Haha, I withdraw from the world.. Last year I think I went MIA for 3 months
I always withdrawal.
I study the back of my eyelids till I feel better
a bit of both id imagine.