Straight to the doctor my friend. You don't need to feel like this.
i guess i can't help you because I want to commit suicide too but i tottaly understand you.
i just feel that i am not good enough for anything!
i hear voices an feel like that, im still waitin to see some1 i was ment to see them months ago but they cancelled and said theyd get back in touch.....still waiting...
You can drown out the voices with some music and if you pick happy, uplifting songs then it can help with the depression as well.
message me if u want i will try and help and listen to u