I am in forced solitude; it's the way it has to be right now, according to me. I am still in a deep state of pain, and this time has got to be just for me to work through it on my own.
oh, I will die, a lot sooner rather than later. that's just unfortunately how it has to be.
I have been left alone to die, cast aside by society; that is fact, that is the reality I live. I can't get the help I need, nor does anyone going to act as an advocate for me, nor at this point, do I even want that. The time to save me, is long gone. The best thing that can happen to me is that I die, and die quickly.
yes, I will linger here no longer than I have to, that's for sure.