Imaginary knife. No blood no scar!
you said you can't get help and you don't want it... but you're here asking for help.
i know. why can you get help with one and not the other.. just sayin. but hey, your life your choice.
just do what Johnny depp does- when things are horrible in his life- he pretends it's just a nightmare. Don't cut- it doesn't help. try and focus on posotive things & picture relaxing places in your mind,
you could get infected- I hav had much tragedy in my life- try and focus on the posotive or the bad wins- you don't want the bad to win do you?
don't let the bad win- you can win-chase the bad thoughts with a good thought- it's hard ar first, but the more you do it the easier it gets.
if you're a cutter..you know the answer already.
I think u need a physcologist
Serrated blade. It hurts more and its easier to control the depth
I suggest you find another outlet, but if you're going to do it anyway, Remember to disinfect it with alcohol or peroxide. Nothing worse than a massive infection, especially when its your fault. Trust me, I know
It would be best to not cut at all i used to but then i found a will nd i stopped. Hopefully u will too. If u need to talk im a very good listener :)
I prefere lover's teeth. If none available for any reason, then I would go with Samurai Katana.