Why am I a failure and a horrible person?
I have never failed until I became 20, then I just started failing at everything. I started college at 18 and lasted 2 years with a nearly perfect gpa, I started my own successful business that lasted two years, I had a wonderful relationship. Then I hit my 20s and everything goes to ****. My boyfriend was abusive, I failed and continue to fail nearly every class, I've lost more than half of my clients in my business, I haven't payed my bills in 6 months. This has been on going for 2 years. I'm 22 and see no end in sight. I literally can not take it anymore. I am not happy, I am not even a good person. There is not one good thing about me. I'm disgusting, hideous, unintelligent, unethical, I have horribly angry thoughts, I'm moody, I hate nearly everyone, I'm a drain on my family....nothing is right. Will it ever get better? I took one summer class this summer because I was told I had to raise my gpa or get kicked out of school. It was an easy class and I got an f. I can't go on.