As a (female) veteran I would suggest that you channel your support for the military in a healthier way. Perhaps you could volunteer at your local VA, not to mention you would meet a ton of vets everyday. There are good ones! (But only a few cuz that's all the Marines were looking for!) tee hee
Sounds like for the wrong reasons, maybe they make you feel safe initially ?
I would say get some counseling and talk about these issues .
You may find when you have dealt with things you will see more clearly,
Wow im suprised theyd treat you like crap....i was guessing its because theyre honorable guys you sound like a sweet lady i pray the best for you!
As a vet I hate to admit it but lots of 'em are real a$$holes!
damn that sucks