Why am I feeling like this?
Someone in my life, whom I only met this year, and has saved me from suicide on multiple ocasions, well, this person means the world to me. But, I feel really guilty for wasting their time, and I don't feel worthy of this persons care and support for me, it's making me incredibly sad to think that this person cares a great deal for me, when I have been nothing but a serious problem. This person keeps trying to reassure that none of the Mental Health stuff that has been going on with me is any of my fault, but yet I'm still feeling bad. So, why am I feeling like this?
4 Answers to "Why am I feeling like this?"
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Read book about borderline, stop walking on eggshells.
It is not your problem, he likes you, likes to help. You allow him to help you, and by time learn to help yourself. Many people feel good by helping, he is the one.
No guilt on your part in accepting help. Especially if you also wish to help yourself.Like (1)
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You cannot give what ya do not have, Darlin...Simple fact o' Life. Obviously you have no love for your lifetime, find no happiness in Self or present experiences, ergo, you cannot have love for anyone else's.
There's a saying..."I send you nothing but Angels". And although you may see your friend as one, you do not see those who 'trip you up' as such. Once you see an 'adversary' as Angel, & take the personal responsibility to examine what they, too, are offering you...Examples of Choices to define your Self with...Then perhaps you can embrace your friend with new eyes & refreshed heart...and move forward.
Food for thought...Good Journey!:)Like (1)
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Habits are the end of honesty and compassion, the beginning of confusion. Lao Tzu
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Best Answer (Chosen by Voting):
Posted by energeez Jun 22nd, 2012 at 8:39PM
he just wants you to lighten up a bit and not feel all guilty and worried a lot.
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