Why am I not blessed with love and God dislike me rite?
I've tried to put my message into the church category but couldn't find it. Never mind.
Yeah my sister and my brother are blessed with great partners. I'm the eldest but a single mom with a teen and have had no bf for 5 years. I feel cheated and denied of my future I wanted. I tried and tried to get a job as a graphic designer. Didn't get that. I worked in admin instead. I tried to trust a man again but it's very hard and I will admit I sabotage my chances bc sometimes I ain't good enuff and sometimes I feel that a man would leave me for a better woman. Silly init? I don't feel blessed at all. God dislike me rite? Lol