Why am I so bothered about my status and jealous of others ?
I really liked the man my former friend took and had 3 kids with. They're still together today. My ex boyfriend used to like her too and said so. She had it off with 2 of her friends' boyfriends too. I never cheated on any of my ex boyfriends and most of them did. I'm not married, never been engaged, a single mom. I don't get why I'm alone and she is got her happiness. I was so jealous I hated her alot. I'm trying to get rid of it and can't understand I'm still angry with her. I was happy for some people cuz they've never been horrible to me. I shouldn't be angry with her cuz he chose her. He had that rites. She always get men. I barely get anyone. I feel so ashamed cuz everyone I know got partners. It's embarrassing!