If your life is in order , then the problem very well might be a mechanical one with your brain it's self , most likely a chemical imbalance causing depression <br />
,for that you need medical help, zoloft or some such medication can make a big difference I've seen it first hand in a depressed person. The problem is that people don't look at the possibility of depression being the cause of the problem so they just suffer, year after year.
i use to feel the same,and i found that everything around you can be great but if you dont love yourself you still feel empty.start Loving you,and you will start to notice everything will start looking brighter:)
what do think your missing?
Depression isn't always caused by something else. It can be mental...if that makes sense. So you could be living the perfect life, and you are still depressed. There is medication and stuff to help with that, ask a doctor or something. You can be happy...you deserve to feel happy :)
It sounds like you don't feel loved.
I wish I knew. Welcome to my world