Why can't I be happy for long? What is wrong with me?
Well things are ok in my life. Im currently hunting for a job but nothing seems to click. Family is messed up with continuos unrest. I've a few friends and a guy. Yet I'm feeling sick to the bone. I and my guy had broken up for almost 6 months. We both tried moving on but eventually couldn't and we got back. He's v possessive of me and if I tell him about a fling I had during our break up he would never forgive me and call it cheating. I love him alot and i wanna spend my life with him. I want to move on from that fling as it meant nothing to me and it was tbh pretty lame caz I couldn't go through it as I kept thinking of the guy I love. I was trying to move on but it was a weak attempt. He himself had fling during our breakup but the difference is he told me about it and I accepted it but I can't tell him caz he won't ever forgive me.