low self esteem , still way better then thinking to highly about yourself,but still your somebody,like a rose in the middle of the desert ,people walk by and wonder how it exists, but yet it always will and quite beautiful too.
explain this to them, maybe they will come back.
is there something you are doing that might hurt them?
maybe find some unsympathetic friends.
You need to volunteer at a homeless shelter.
story of my life.