Because you're a wuss
I do too. :(
Sounds like you love them very much.
you probably are attatched.. or something... its normal... I think... well at least I do it sometimes with my friend who moved to Japan... so ya... u prob just have a bond...
I've missed alot of people over the years, some I thought is never get over. But you have a heart and care so it's not surprising you have these feelings... They will pass eventually
You have a heart, what dya know!
Because having a strong desire.... that is sooo strong... is hard to deal with when we can't have it.... when our heart's yearnings aren't given to us... it's tough tough stuff to deal with :/