Why do i distance myself from my family?
I dont, or wont open up to anyone. I spend a lot of time with my father, working, but that's all i can find to share with him. Work talk. We hardly laugh together or eye women. Though i want to, and know he does too. I spend all day working with him experiencing this block, idk what else to call it, and when it comes time to have dinner or relax I take off and distance myself from those experiences with him, and the rest of my family.
Its killing me inside. Its affecting all of my relationships, and my sense of self.
What the hell is the deal here?