Okay, something has happened, I don't know what, but something has happened to you. I'm not a shrink nor a psychologist, but someone has destroyed you sense of self worth. Don't let it go on, get some help. You are a beautiful person... believe that and others will too.
you allow yourself to feel that way.
I choose not to care.
"take what you like, and leave the rest"
I dont like to be all about me but I refuse to allow others to rule my feelings.
You aren't. There's no one else like you, and I'm sure the people in your life realize that.
It sounds like they are using you it's very hard to have a broken heart move on you'll find that 1 or 2 that will keep you