Why do I feel like I was raped by girls as a boy?
I feel like it didn't matter what I felt about what was happening to me. I loved being dragged around by my shirt it felt so good! At the same time I felt lower than a dog. Seeing my belly exposed because my shirt was being pulled or because the shirt was too small for me and they just wanted to see my bellybutton. I feel used as a boy however if a woman were to rip my shirt off me today I would totally love it! I loved girls looking at my bellybutton but also felt that I was being used. What is wrong with me?! I am frustrated!!!