Honestly, it's the taboo of it all. It's weirdly unmanly, closer to your anima. The desire to be dominated, but in a playful way, causes you to become aroused. You should do a tickling session with someone you trust, but more importantly you're comfortable with. If he's very gentile, you should enjoy it. But it really is a private thing that's fun if you do it right.
"Agony" is the right word for it!
Like when I'm at a pool party or something and we're all standing
around the pool in Speedos and somebody brings up the subject of
tickling. I blush and get a lump in my throat because I am the most
ticklish guy you'd ever meet. I'm also just skin & bones so I'm not
able to protect myself from it, (except by running).
Somebody who knows me always says "Kevin here is way ticklish!"
So my heart drops to my stomach. Usually when people are drunk
& they know you are ticklish they try to gang up on you. My reactions
are what is so embarrassing. I wet myself, cry, scream & beg. If they
don't stop I ********* by reflex and pass out.
I don't "long for" having it done but if its my b/f and maybe a couple
friends OK, the laughing is fun. But a lot of people tickling me at
once is HORRIBLE!
Some of us our body seems to "betray" us by getting extremely
aroused by something that "tortures" us. When I get tickled I get
hard by pure reflex, then if they tickle me long enough I *** by
reflex. My thoughts are not on sex, I am in desperate agony to
get away or make them stop, but the ****** just happens, &
its been like that since I was 11 years old.
Just the way you're wired, I guess. :)
I find that kind of funny, personally, and I'd want to tickle you, but, well, I'm a man that's not interested in men. I would really consider hiring a woman to do it tho. LOL
That's a ticklish question. LOL
It turns me on to