you sound like me and i think part of the problem is we think we dont deserve it
might be. I am the one always giving and I just dont feel right taking anything.
Thats something u will have to find out for yourself. Maybe you don't think you deserve nice treatment i would talk to a GOOD Psychologist for a few months,so you can get this problem on the bus as soon as possible.
It sounds like you feel unworthy. Is that it? And what could possibly make you feel that way?
You're welcome! Now go and give your mom a big hug and explain to her what might have been going on beneath the surface. Think about the 'many things' that made you feel this way and address each one. It's not healthy and you'll only continue to hurt yourself and others with this mindset. You've got to love yourself before others can love you, Sweetheart.
Im always sweet and lovable. Don't take me so seriously all the time. Im a good friend when you need me.