Ok...im quite young and shy... you.usually wont say a word... but recantly I just blut out what I want ... I.treat my friends bad...ok.rly bad ...and my family seems to.hate me..
I feel worthless and I cannot do anything right! Once I told my mother I wish I could die and told her to leave my room and now I think of it I should if thought about it
Sometime ago I had a dispute concerning a footbnall decision in which the party of one steamed out of my house and teamed up with another guy. I reecently had a fight w/his sfriend in whicch I hd a bloody nose and in which when I went to hit back my arms were held and the other party was told to leave.
My decision is if I fight this persson again I might go to jail and if I don't my conscience will & is bothering me. I know that in the long run I can take him, but I do not want to go to jail......what can I do?
Think before you speak and do some work on your self esteem. Things will get better.. you'll see.
Perhaps you suffer from social anxiety disorder. If so a good therapist can help. There is nothing wrong with that. Yes it can change. You just have to learn how to handle yourself in social situations. Most behavior is learned so you can learn new behavior. With practice it becomes second nature.
Best of Luck
P.S. Also a lot of what a therapist will teach you is exactly what Steve43 said
Have you ever know of the term Shaterpaited .edit : from a view of your profile you want more in life and want it right now , Real life doesn't work that way .
There's nothing wrong with you, it's just the way you are.