Why do I suck at my job?
I have been in my line of work for about 10 years and about 2 months ago I accepted a job at a new company that is a HUGE career advancement for me. I have worked tirelessly for so long to get where I am and I started this job with every confidence that I would be successful. I am, in general, a very confident in what I do in the medical field and am highly educated.
However, ever since I started this job everything has gone wrong. On a daily basis I am met with "you did this wrong" or "why did you do X instead of Z?" and I am so stressed out that I find myself having minor panic attacks before, during and after work. When my shift ends, I just go home & cry & obsess on how stupid I feel. I try so very hard to complete my jobs skillfully, but it always seems that I get everything wrong. I have never had this experience before and I feel crushed & humiliated everyday. I can't even make eye contact with my colleagues. I need this job & I don't want to quit. I just don't know what to do