Why do people laugh at me?
I am laughed at everyday because I'm quiet. I AM NOT PARANOID. I am right 95% of the time. I am made fun of, ridiculed, and laughed at on a daily basis. I was verbally bulied since the 6th grade. I am now in the 12th grade. If I had to estimate how many people that have talked about me, made fun of me, ridiculed and laughed at me, about 70 people and counting. It starts off with one person picking on me, then passes it on to others, and then I become a target/victim to a growing number of students who are catching on to the bullying trend like an epidemic. Even some of my former teachers have joined in the harassment and laughed at me. My parents are the same, they make fun of me, embarass me, and laugh at me most of the time. Sometimes they would yell at me "Stop moping around and crying! Get over yourself!" I've tried to talk to them about how they mistreat me, but they don't see nay harm in what they're doing. Occasionally, I have suicidal thoughts and last week, I've started to cut myself with a razor blade. I cut myself because I have no empathy, comfort, or compassion from anyone in my life. I hate myself because I'm tired of crying almost everyday. I cut myself because I''ve been severely bullied, hated, harassed, tormented, and abused by everyone that I have encountered. I cut myself because I hate myself with a passion. Why should I give a damn about myself? I'm a worthless, less than a human loser who is beneath everybody. If you don't think so, then why does everybody including my parents treat me like ****? I'm so ******* sick and tired of people laghing at me for being an introvert. For once, I would like to make fun and laugh at sombody who is like me. Is there anyone, righ now, who is laughed at by alot of people constantly everyday like me? Or used to be? I feel so alone and need someone to talk to.