Like you're neutral?
That might be one of your personality traits to not want to feel for others. If you need to talk or open up why you feel like this sometimes I am here. ☺️
Push out of the comfort zone, for example shy people should push out of their comfort zones by being confident. Learn to get close to someone and try and trust them. Not necessarily establish a relationship but also a friendship.
I'm dealing with the same thing right now.
Getting rid of the things and people in my life that drove me to feel that way. I know it's a reaction to being unhappy with the things surrounding me. It was easier to become numb to it all than to deal with the pain, so I'm riding my life of the things that got me to that point.
Greetings dear one you are dearly loved!<br />
It would be ventured that you are looking for something much deeper than the standard human interaction. <br />
It is important to know this analogy - you are a light and others are mirrors - meaning that those you interact with will reflect your internal projection. <br />
It would be suggested that you look in to introspective contemplation and or meditation to help you discover what makes you feel happiness, love and excitement. It may be many things so be prepared to write them down in a list. <br />
After you have a list, contemplate each entry while asking the self to determine the essence. Like, why is it that [insert list item] makes me feel this way? Continue to do this until you can go no further and you will arrive and the essence of idea. <br />
These essences are what humans strive to experiences but unfortunately have become buried by the superficial and day to day mundane. This is a mind set we are all guilty of falling into. <br />
To help with perspective, think of it like a child viewing the world through through her lens. She just want to be happy, be loved and have fun - from here there is no wrong. <br />
I digress. Once you discover your list of essences find someone to share them with and it is guaranteed that you will find the rich beauty that the this human experience has to offer. <br />
From love with love,<br />
Yeah that's how I am feeling today, and that's how you should feel, it's peaceful.