Why does it tear me apart?

You loved him and he destroyed your trust, of course you would be upset. It's going to take a lot of time to put this behind you. You will heal and move on and always remember karma will come around and bite him in the ***.

..and it doesn't end with him. sigh. it's ok honey

You will eventually. I PROMISE. Time will heal you.

well you will get over im and it will take u some time dont u worry about it,u need to go out with ur friends do stuff 2 get him off ur head,he isn't worth it u can find better then that,just give it sum time

It will get better with time. Time heals everything. Right now it hurts so bad because you never ever expect someone whom you think loved you to hurt you but guess what......that's reality. It happens everyday. Don't let some man ruin your life and make you feel this way. You have to have more self-respect for yourself. When I broke up with my ex-boyfriend for the first time it was sooo hard and I was a mess. Then one morning I got up, got my walkman and started to walk. That was my strength. I made a choice that day and that was to never ever have a man make me feel that way again. Good luck!

Woman loves Jerk but won't be attracted to nice guy...another example!!!

This is NORMAL, and time will make things better. Try to stay busy. It is a fact that mind cannot think a good thought and a bad thought at the same time, so when you think of HIM, quickly replace the thought. NEVER go back to him.

Johnsun-- with all due respect-- how can you possibly know enough about amotrovato87 to make that diagnosis? she may have been manipulated or decieved. we don't know.

amotrovato87-- i'm sorry for your situation. hugz.

You are WEAK!......Forget him!

Show him you do not need him anymore!

.................Live Y O U R... Life!!

you are suffering from c oc k withdrawal . Like any addiction it will pass with time and as they give methodone to herion users you should try a ***** for afew weeks . You will soon not think about your old boyfriend at all.

Just give yourself time to heal, sometimes it takes a lot, but you will go on with your life....and one day you may even be able to say "thank you" to this guy, cause I'm sure you learned a great lesson from that experience, and it will help you make better decisions in the future....just my opinion based on my experience. : )