Oh, good Lord. In the old movies, someone would slap you around a bit, maybe shake you, and tell you to get a hold of yourself. They had something there.
No problem. I think they were thinking that if they shocked a person into realizing that he/she was acting out of character from her true self that she would pull it together and carry on. Good luck with the process. It's never fun, but it does get brighter and happier, at least for me.
cuz your a caring human being.
You can't tell your heart to stop. You have to force it to stop.... Or just... numb everything. It's hard to explain.
It's easier to forget it's there in the first place.
.....But life's not fun when you feel like a robot. :/