Do you have roots like a tree ? no no no .... you choose how you live your life ..... remember that !
Admittedly, you are right, but it would not necessarily be better. At this point your best bet is to make the best of the life you have.
or possibly worse
Skin shouldn't matter but place definitely does. Some places are 99 44/100% total a$$h0les. Prime example: New Jersey
"I hate Illinois nazis" - Jake Blues