Why does the world not give me a break?
i struggled for a year after my second suicide attempt to just get back to being me and right when im starting to feel comfortable again.... i find out im pregnant. my life felt like it was falling into place now its all crashing down around me. how many times do i have to hit rock bottom b4 i can just give up and sit down there? its not like anybody will notice whats going on in my head. i have mastered the skill of always being happy and having the perfect life when others are watching.