Why don't I have any friends?
I'm caring, trustworthy, open minded, normal looking (no wacky clothes or crazy makeup- not that there's anything wrong with that, it just turns some people off). I haven't had too many problems meeting guys, but girls are so difficult! Even a guy best friend would be great though. Guys mostly only like me for my looks, I think.
Seriously though, why? I've been to parties and I'm like this social butterfly, but only with guys. Then I feel like I'm not good enough so I never talk to them again. And the people I feel good enough for, I didn't "click" with.
And although I'm desperate, I feel like I hide it really well. I don't call people all the time or anything. I actually make an effort, but still give people their space. But I get rejected all the time, mostly by people whom I consider my "friends".
I care so much about what people think of me. I analyze every text and try to figure out what they're thinking, because I have no idea. I'm really bad at reading people.