Embrace it, it is a part of you, you can no more cast it aside as you could your own skin. It does not define all of you, but it is a part of the sum whole that you are. Use it as fuel to create the new you.
Throw EVERYTHING out that REMINDS u of it ...n start NEW :)
It's okay to look at the past, just dont stare at it. Try to live in the day and take your life one day at a time...
Why is this a problem for you?