I was there once. You will never be able to make someone else the guilty party and they will never sympathize. The only thing you are creating is reasons for them to step away and possibly look down. I'm sure you are a loving person who only wants someone to be as loving as you are but it will not happen until you pour all that love on yourself.
This isn't healthy thinking...maybe your lonely and wanting the attention you don't seem to be getting.Don't destroy yourself,change yourself and do good stuff for yourself.
sometimes you have limited options to get back at someone or you just want them to care that they hurt you. But don`t....doing well will make you feel better.
because your world is just that small...go for a walk outside your bubble
It's an iteration of evil worth fighting and seeing past.