Because you are on the computer. Go out and do something. Volunteer for an organization that you really feel passionate about. Do things you like to do and you will find someone special who likes to do those things too.
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Each and everyone one of us is "special" so finding someone special is not hard.<br />
Allowing someone to become special to you, that is the hard part.<br />
Just look around you<br />
To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven
maybe your standards are too high.
Quite a few people that I know are special in a certain way. <br />
If you mean romantically, then I think it has a lot to do with my life and the circumstances of it. I don't meet many men anyway, so the odds of meeting one that is single and decent and can care for me and my son...those odds are getting slimmer all the time. Couple that with the fact that the world seems to be more closed now, people are more jaded or suspicious, and we tend to hide more in our homes or behind screens, and it's just hard meeting anyone at all. Being fortyish doesn't help at all. Most decent guys are married.
your trying too hard
just saying..... when I stopped looking so hard and made myself healthy and happy first instead of just looking, I met an awesome guy (not looking either)