Why is it so hard for me to express myself?
am 23 yr old and i still live with my parents , no girlfriend , no drivers licence and i never had a job before. I don't have a job now but am almost done with college. i graduate in December with my bachelors. The thing is i don't have a penny to my name. My parents pay for my clothes , my shoes, my tuition , even my transportation. They give me money every week . The only thing i do is go to college and do chores around the house. I cant take it anymore , i feel like a loser and a disappointment .i want to get a job and support myself, move out my parents house, and buy things for myself. My 3 elder siblings are not doing so well with life and i don't want to follow in their footsteps. I want to break out on my own but i have social anxiety , and its really really really hard.