you do really good with your words, by reading your stories i learned you have so much potential for doing everything on your own. Just believe in yourself and do not sweep away from your feet.
Stop thinkin' so much dude.<br />
This actually sounds familiar - x 100000. Finish school & check out yourself & your options after.<br />
Most families are proud when their kids finish college, but they don't really expect miracles.
Try to find a small job in the summer to get experience and make sure to talk to your counselors for advice.
Necessity can help you a lot with you social anxiety. I hope you get things in a way that your necessity for being employed overcomes your social anxiety.
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