No, it won't kill you, but it may slowly eat away at your self confidence.<br />
I haven't been on this site for long, but I have seen some idiotic, some insane, some creepy comments. But there have also been some genuinely helpful and touching advice.<br />
Like life, I guess, good and bad amongst all of us.<br />
It's just more difficult on-line, because you can't look somebody in the eye. All you can do is check out their posts and go carefully.<br />
I have been lucky, and quickly found somebody special, who I can open up to and who I trust. I hope you find somebody too, but would urge you to look amongst your friends or family first.
take it one day at a time and gradually you may click with some people on here and then feel easier about opening up. there is no rush or time limit to do so. it wont kill you but it could make you sick or cause psychological issues as you get older if you have issues or struggles in life and never tell anyone.
Take baby steps first by simple saying Hello, eventually you will find someone you can talk and trust, someone that you feel comfortable with. And no, it's not going to kill you just have to take one day at the time.
what you have to do is to find a friend whom you are open to then you will get used and be open to millions
probably, if not I might.
Put pen to paper and open up through the written word. It can be very therapeutic and completely private.