Alive for as long as possible, then I'd like to enter the mystery that is death and find out I'm, still alive on the other side...spirit whatever, I don't mind!
alive after dead because dead is universal truth .as well as alive
Ask me again when I shift back to manic.
It's the same either way for me. I'll live my life for as long as I must, but I won't resist if someone tries to kill me off.