Yeah, win a ton of money that I can use to solve a lot of problems or die, which doesn't seem too bad for me.
although it sounds somewhat safe , with my Luck , NOT
does my family get the money if i lose?
then there is no point.
No, because I would have to kill somebody.
If I had to shoot myself I wouldn't do it but If someone else did I would.
Are you using symantics to stay out of hell?