Both, and at my conscious desire.
It's better to feel emotions so you can live properly. Without emotions, you can't function well.
Definitely being emotional I've been in both places and being numb is just as awful having emotions at least make u feel real.
i've been in both places<br />
i'd rather feel, however strongly, than not feel.<br />
i've been emotionally dead - it's depressing.<br />
respect, from robbie
sorry i dont know the answer
living the latter now