Experience Project Sitemaps


You may browse through some of the content on the site from here. You may also search.

|a|b|c|d|e|f|g|h|i|j|k|l|m|n|o|p|q|r|s|t|u|v|w|x|y|z

I Don't Know How To Title This. This is probably going to be long and may not make a lot of sense, I've been drinking a bit.<b...
A Girl Looking For A Face I did not know how hard it would be to find a face for myself and to say it isn't so easy, and to th...
Am I Right To Hate My Sister? Well im 14 now and my sister is 5 years older than me. She has autism (and learning difficulties). M...
I Was Raped At Twelve Yrs Old when I was about 12yrs old I was living with my mom and her husband . Mom went out for the night and...
"A Sad Man's Tale" by:me DONE UNTO OTHERS,DONE UNTO ME,LOST UPON THIS PATH THAT A BLIND FOOL WOULD SEE,UNABLE TO SWIRVE ,UNAB...
Cannot Escape. I’ve posted once before in this group, but so far have not written about the other incidents that ...
Daddy Had A 4x4...and I'm Not Talking About The Truck. Growing up as a kid, my dad rules the house with an iron fist and a razor sharp tongue. He was a bul...
They don't make Mothers Day cards that describe my mother, so I thought I would write my own..... HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! Because Of You, I'm A Better Mother By your e...
Daddy my father, my daddy, the one i wanted so much to be his princess..the one that beat my mother ...
Angry I swear to god... If i ever see a parent abusing there child somewhere in this life. I ...
Am I Really A 'survivor'? For about 6 years my uncle who lived in the same household as me abused me sexually. It got to the p...
I Am A Child Abuse Survivor Hello,I think I'm a survivor because when I see other people who had never really been i...
Still Hurtin I'd like to say the abuse mental and physical stopped a week before I was nineteen when my mom died,...
Almost There. Now, by reading the title, I am almost there. By that, I mean that I am almost out of my home of abu...
Goodbye Well,I've tried to help anyone I possibly could while with this group.Thank you all who have comment...
When I Was Younger. My dad was dating this woman who had a son. His name was Sheldon and he was probably fifteen or sixt...
Like Prison OK . Here goes.Dad would punish me in the worst ways when I would not live up to expectations,...
Breaking Away Just told someone I never met, but I feel is a friend...it is time for me to Cowboy up.It is t...
Do You Ever Escape? I was over at my mothers house a week or so ago to pick something up when all the feelings of when I...
My Son I am 23 yrs old. I am divorced and have a 3yr old son. My son lives with his mother. Until recently...
I Need To Get This Out, Abused From 4 Years Old. I'm going to keep this as short as i can, but i'm having a bad night and need to type. (All na...
Gee Thanks I spend a lot of time analyzing my life and I really believe all the abuse I have been through at th...
Well? You know what??Im drunk again and I blame my father.WTF.Not happy. thank the gods ...
I Am A Child Abuse Survivor. It feels weird to say so because I haven't really seen it in those terms before. What I thought was,...
My Abusers (updated) I have no memory of my family or knowledge of who or where they are, As far as I can remember my lif...
It Is In The Past Now I had abuse from my mum as a child. The physical stuff was really her anger being taken out on me. T...
I Can't Take It Much Longer My name is Claudia, and I'm 13 years old. Ever since I was 4 years old, my cousin has been molesting...
Being A Survivor Of Child Abuse I was abused as a child. let me tell u what it wasnt easy growing up in a disfunctional family who s...
Child Abuse is was abused at 6or7 by this person who i thought was my friend and found out that he wasn't . then...
I Hate My Step Dad!! This has been going on since i was 7 years old and I'm 14. My mom married him because she needed hel...
Got It All I will probably post more later but just the basics:  physical, sexual, and verbal abuse by my fath...
I Think I Was Abused As A Girl When I was 4 years old I was sent to live with my cousins because my mother was diagnosed with sever...
My Father It went on for such along time, I can't really remember when it started. To me I grew up with it hap...
My Dad Loves Me He loves me for threats. he loves me when he tries to kill me twice, including His Brother. He loves...
Anxiety And Panic Attacks I grew up  in an abusive household. When I grew up and moved out at 16, my father felt that the onl...
Or, A Victim Of Child Abuse, That Seems More Accurate To Me Hey folks,Yes, I survived my childhood, so I guess that makes me a child abuse survivor....
When I Will Survive ? I still feel like im living the past because im still in this home.I can tell that im survivour beca...
7 Years Old Son Been Abused Dear Sir/Madam , My son is 7 years old and my daughter is 4 . My son one month ...
Can The One Person In This World that You Are Suppose To Count On Actually Be DoingThis? It's been 38 years I have to to come to grips that the one person in this world who you gave me life...
The Strengthening.   The strengthening             In every survivors life there is a story to ...
The Problem I am a child abuse survivor . I was raised by my grandparents because my parents had to go to work ....
Is Sexual Child Abuse Affecting Me I have been in foster care since I was about 4 years old. My mother and father broke up and I was pu...
I Was Abused My Brother My brother who is 13 years older than me, started sexually abusing me when I was 12 years old on Chr...
Can't Get Over It, Realized I'm Depressed I've never searched for help before, but I feel so awful I don't know what to do. I'm a 33 yr old fe...
My Childhood Nightmare & Abuse. My childhood was ruined by an alcoholic dad who seemed to think that disipline means beating the cra...
Just Need To Let Some Out...... Not quite sure where to start on this..... I guess when I was 10 my Mom met a man that she eventuall...
Suffering In Silence i have been abused since i can remember here is my short story grandpa payed people to do things to ...
I Can't Face My Childhood, Even Now... Still As A Child.          When I was about 1 1/2 years old my mother went back to work. And she took me to...
It Was My Younger Cousin Well I guess the I would have to explain something before getting to the actual story. When I was 5 ...
How Can I Overcome Being Sexually Abused By A Loved One?! I'm Still Young And Need Help, Please! If you'd like to know details about what happened you can certainly read my other story about this. ...
Dont Envy Me some people do..i am above average looks..that doesnt mean im having a better life than ...
No One Helped Us we were afraid .... very afraid... we needed help beat up ....hungry ...starved ....<br ...
Dear Neighbors the other day I was awakened by my neighbors abusing their kids.. instantly I was nauseous and my he...
I'll Never Tell Again Ten years ago, I told someone one of the most horrific secrets of my childhood. He used it against m...
Need Some Help Like many others, I was sexually abused as a young child. I was the baby of the family, the youngest...
Young, Lost & Alone I grew up in a household with all boys. I was an only girl with 8 brothers. Whne my parents were not...
My Angry Mother My mother was always mad at me from as far back as I can remember. There were five kids in the famil...
I Need Someone To Talk To... I am a survivor of child abuse. I would like to tell about my self in chat. How do I do it?...
Free At Last Before you read this story, please go to my other stories that I have written and read the first thr...
Battered Princess I wish I could say I had a lovely childhood. I wish I could say I remember laughing, playing and enj...
Short Version The abuse in my home started when I was young, first with my mother who was always neglecting me, an...
Will I Still Be Me? I have been depressed for as long as i can remember, i've never known myself any other way. Tomarro...
Keep Walking... I was born in this town, I grew up in this town. I learned in this very place that there is no relie...
The Past Is Never Far Off I have been thinking a lot as of late about the things that happened to me when I was young. I reme...
Three Faces, One Man I realize now that I had three fathers. There was my father when I was still the only child, who ne...
It Took Me Almost 40 Years To Say This... I was a victim of child abuse.The words seem odd to me because while I knew this was the...
Don't Know How To Word This.... I was abused for 4 years by a friend's dad then later on for about 2 years by someone else. I haven'...
Survivor?? OK, I lived, makling me a survivor. I recently discovered I was, a victim of an offense called...
The Dark I have noticed in my life that my dad took great joy in scaring small children. I know when I was s...
I Hate Any Type Of Bully i hate any type of bully any person who hurts others either physically or emotionally the kind of wa...
My Daughter's Daily Life I know this is not a first person story about my abuse but I wanted to get my feelings on the abuse ...
My Story From the age of 4 to 9 my memories are wonderful. My mother was married to her second husband, my st...
My Mum Doesnt Love Me Like She Should i have a very vague memory of about the age of 4,5 and my mum threatening to put my head under the t...
Scars Heal(ing) Still I am not sure about how I feel about that person today. He was my neighbour. Around 25 years elder t...
I've Forgiven My Mother, But Not What She Did. !I was 4 years old when my mom and dad split up... They were never married. The abuse from her star...
In The Well My stories on this site have not been good ones. This one is no better. In the summer between 5th an...
Psych Evaluation Tuesday I had a psych evaluation Tuesday.   They listened to the litany...
Mothers Don't Always Protect Their Young When i was five my life was changed forever. my innocents was torn away from me. i was out side play...
This Is My Story... It's something I have always put away something that I have tried to forget something I ...
I Was Abuse Child. i'm 20 now and this happen at the age 9, and for 10 year's i didnt tell any one what was going on, a...
Is Anyone Interested In Doing *paid* Magazine Feature? Share your story with a national women's magazine and be PAID for the time and trouble. You could he...
Why Didn't Men Smell Girls? Hi:I currently live in Southern California of USA.I was born on March ...
He Said I Was A Mistake the concrete floor was hard and so cold.  I am scrunched between to metal shelves and wishing...
It Can Happen To Any Child There are a few people I have shared my "story" with, but, to me, the details aren't important in th...
And Now I Am Recovering From The Abuse Of My Son I am a mom, I will be 51 in April. I have a lot of life experience, but I am understanding of being ...
I Was Abused When I Was 4-5 Yrs Old. Now I Am 34. I have never shared this with anyone and am not sure how this has affected me over the years but the...
Letter To Da Hey Da, Just because I am writing this does n...
Child Abuse Leaves Lasting 'scars' On Dna Child abuse leaves lasting 'scars' on DNA Lingering marks on DNA could amplify stress res...
Can I Please Go To The Hospital? When i was 14 i got really sick with pneumonia.I went to the doctor and he said i had "w...
Beautiful.... (I posted this elsewhere...thought I'd post it here too...)I told my friend Squ...
My Big Sister. Well where do i start. I think that she is the making of my family. The one who made us all who we a...
Abuser Died A Few Years Ago The F'er who abused me was never charged for the crimes he perpetrated on me. I hope he rots in hell...
Why I Don't Always Play Nice With Others I don't remember exactly how old I was when my father started in on me, but I guesstimate that I w...
Dark Hours Of My Life Ever since I was little, my father has been beating me, my brother and my mother. My father was a so...
It Is Time To Heal hello out there or in here!  though I am  a survivor, I have yet to heal.  I am 40 years old with...
Child Abuse--the Unwelcome Guest Let me tell you a story. When I was in high school, I read a short essay about a fictitious dinner...
One Step Forward ... Anger Is Suffocating after 10 years of silence and private pain we have all decided to step out and do something about wh...
Im Still Trying To Get Threw It when i was 9 years old my dad would come to my moms house every Friday were i lived at the time and ...
Love Always Dies I guess this would fall under child abuse, but you know, I guess I don’t really know what the hell...
I Am A Child Abuse Survivor I was in the 2nd grade when a boy on my bus began harassing me. It would happen whenever I was getti...
Good Today, But Thirty Years Ago Was Hell I started to write experiences down when I was almost nine . Actually I was eight and three quarters...
Where To Begin.. When I was three I was adopted, and there's stories I was told to why I think they renamed me to eun...
I Am Going To Make This Work... Hi All, I am a survior, and I have decided to share because I want to do whatever it tak...
Between The Ages Of 7 And 14 I was molested my my moms husband. And she's still with him. Claims she believes me.. but he alw...
Sexual Abuse When i was about 10 my cousin used to touch me, sneak into my room naked and make me do things, it w...
Every Day Being abused by a parent is the hardest thing i ever went through. it is something that i could not ...
It Was Embrassing There was this one time I wasn't suppose to leave the yard but I decided to go a block away from my ...
My Mom Was Emotionally And Physically Abusive And Never Said Sorry My mom was emotionally and physically abusive and never said sorry. Her name-calling, accusing,...
A Strange Past   I feel the need to share my story...Not sure if its a good idea though. well, I was...
Just Me I survived child abuse(sexual, physical and emotional). I was 7-16 years of age. My step dad was per...
Toxic Mother Who Denies It To This Day. I have so many stories I could tell. I don't even know where to start. All I know is I need to tell ...
Wicked Step Mother I’ve had one in my life, not like the Cinderella step mother nor the snow white’s step mum but a...
Nobody Believed Me... 17 Years People tell me, this never happened, you dont have proof, quit trying to be the drama queen and havi...
The Darkness Of The Past... emotionally abused by my parents, beat to hell and molested by a family friend not to mention threat...
Letter To An Abuser Please do me a favor... before you read this, don't tell me what I'm doing wrong here or anything li...
I'm Starting To Forget And I'm Not Sure If That Is A Good Thing. I am really only this year noticing that my PTSD symptoms are subsiding. 2 years ago I could...
She Said No i was about three and it was winter. My dad was doing small odd jobs . He was always so controlling ...
Song To The Child Abusers "Don't Take That Attitude To Your Grave" by Ben Harper You say what's mine is mine<br /...
Cursed And Forwarned I have seen the abilities of the other side how they destroy curse beat confuse you to make you a sl...
Help Me.. I am only 16 years old. I have been Beaton& torn raped & abused . My mother was a very bad drug addi...
Stupid Stupid Stupid... Look at what we have here.. little girl.. cant even focas on me.. watch her shake,...
Not Understanding The Situation As It Happen Being 21 years old is still hard for me to really understand why it happen to me. Being just turn 12...
I Don't Know If I Was Abused. Did I Let This Get To Me Too Much? I saw a post by EtherealScribe describing her confusion over her childhood and whether or not she li...
Broken Angels I am a child of abuse and neglect with a few rapes, shame and indifference. But sadly I am not here ...
Stronger I was abused as a child. It made me afraid all the time. I grew up afraid of people and have struggl...
Does Anyone Know How To Deal With Anger? Since my abuse has come to the surface (24 years after it happened), I've been 'feeling' all sorts o...
My Life i was born in the hood never had a dad and when i did he would hit my mom till she would bleed then ...
My Story.... When my mother got pregnant with me at the age of 19 she left me to live with her mother. I grew up ...
Life...."on The Road" You can't tell me she didn't know. I thought Mr. Handyman was out of my life once we moved into the...
The Courage To Move Forward My ordeal took place during the first three months of seventh grade. I was just 13 years old. During...
Life Is A Journey As I look back over my life, I see how much I have been through and recognize how much I have accomp...
So Many Titles..   There are so many titles I could give this story and they would all be good titles.  I am a surv...
Am I *really* A Child Abuse Survivor? I'm 15 and a half. My mother suffers from both bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder....
My Story There was a man my mother married. She took his last name and he gave my younger brother a father fi...
I Am Damn Lucky. When I really think about what others have suffered I feel as though I should just suck it up and no...
No Title i have written so many now,,i would need to go deeper into places i dont care to go to ever again.so...
My Parents Almost Ruined Me My siblings and I were physically, emotionally and sexually abused as children. We grew up in a supe...
"you Make Me Do This" Hi , im 14 and im getting away from my abusive mother. Some say it's a Miracle I told my grandma in ...
Am I Considered A Survivor? I don't know if I can be counted as a survivor. The abuse is killing me now. Ruining my life. I did...
The Affects I Feel After The Abuse One thing I have noticed since I have been out of my parents house and living my own life is how dis...
I'm Not Sure If I Count I am still being effected by mental and emotional abuse. I am not sure if I count, and if I don't I ...
Traded For Opiates Pushed down the stairs, taken to the hospital, only so my mother could get her hands on painkillers ...
Andria's Story Sorry, this might be a bit long... I just want someone to know about it, I guess.. Hi, ...
Why We Keep Bringing It Up...an Essay So…dragonofjapan said something: “Yes, you were abused, but what are you going to do about it r...
Walking On Egg Shells I was born in Vancouver, Canada and moved to Mexico City when I was 1 month old. The abuse I'm told ...
I Am Stronger Than You...my Life Is Great And You're Dead. I remember it like it was yesterday. Me, 6 years old, freezing, huddling in old blankets, tied to a ...
In The Park I was only ten when i was abused. I was playing with a friend in the park and we went into the tree ...
Daddy No. Ever since I was two my parents had been separated. I usually spent every weekend with my father bu...
My First Experience Of Abuse. I was twelve years old and one of seven "favourites" of the deputy principal of the school.  Freque...
The Past... Most of my past I have blocked out, funny how your brain works isn't it? But my earliest memor...
Vengeance                 Many will scoff and look down upon the thought of ve...
^^fighting My Demons^^ I never forgot the day you put yourhand under my dress. I thought Icould trust you and c...
Molested At 10 And Lived With The Secret Until 58 Yrs Old I was molested when I was around 10. I am a male. I put it in the back of my head and did not rememb...
Your Sharing Gives Me Strength To all the wonderful strong women out there who have been brave enough to share their stories of sex...
Child Abusers Will Live With Their Own Torturous Minds I am glad my words have some impact in the form of strength for those that have suffered as children...
Things Aren't Getting Better... I've started doing online schooling since the beginning of the second semester of this school ...
My Dad The Groomzilla My dad didn't talk to me since I was seven(before hand she didn't talk to me since I was two), and h...
So You See I Deserve It? TELL ME THE TRUTH! YOUR MOM WAS KISSING ANOTHER MAN. "NO PAPA, NO PAPA" YOUR WORTHLESS, I'LL TEACH Y...
Serious? I know this is going to sound horrible, but whenever someone tells me of the horrors they faced with...
If I Had A Penny... If I had a penny for every time I was told I was worthless, unwanted, or inferior If I had a p...
Were Do I Go From Here Were do I go from here is they ?????? I have going around my head I have requested my childhood file...
Too Small To Know Better Most people who are child abuse sufferers were abused by their parents. I was abused by my brother b...
My Child Abuse Story. I'm one of three 2 boys and me, by the time my younger brother was born, I was doing all the cooking...
My Child Abuse Story… A lot of this is hard for me to talk about therefore I apologize if this was explained poorly or see...
Not Important based on all of the stories that i have read. I dont believe that my story is even remotely as sa...
Broken I don't know where to start really. I was abused by my oldest brother when I was between 7 and 9/10....
Girl Child – A Blessing! How amusing is a wee girl’s life! Her little heart fraught with teeny weeny things would ...
Ive Changed For The Better my story starts when i was 3 months and my dad had just walked out on my mum she was working in a pu...
I Was A Child That Overcome All Sorts Of Abuse My story started of when i was 3months old. My dad had pushed me down a flight of stairs whilst i wa...
Babysitter From Hell My Babysitter from HELL... This is a true story when I was 4 years old to 9 years old. ...
I Was Just Little Girl Where was there was ... There was little girl. She was only 5 years old. She used to visit her grand...
A Little Story Of Some Of My Life I can only remember bits a pieces of my life as a child. I was born in june as a summer baby and as ...
Chronicles Of J-town I am a survivor of child abuse at the hands of a mentally ill mother. I find writing therapeutic. Th...
Old Eyes            In life childhood is generally the happiest time of ones life. A period in whic...
He Taught Me I was brought up by my mother and two widowed aunts. My aunts used to go once a week to a man who sa...
What Real Beauty Looks Like "Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be prai...
From Failure To Fruitful Often our plans fail that God's plans for us may succeed. - Ellen G. White ...
The Gift Of Responsibility "We are each responsible for our own conduct." Galatians 6:5It...
A Hider HI IM  A 47RS OLD WOMAN THAT GOT RAPE NOT ONE TIME BUT THREE TIME ALSO GOT ABUSE BY MAN BECAUSE I W...
An Almost Survivor From the age of 4 to 16 I was abused by the step father of my best friend (he was also abusing his t...
My Pain I was only three years old. Almost four. He molested me. He stole my most important belonging. My pu...
Interesting Article I'm reading it right now and thinking about what the author has to say...his belief is th...
A Child's Cry When i was 5 years old; I shared my faith in Jesus with a man that i trusted. He was our upstairs ne...
Good And Bad Days I was sexually abused by my grandfather up to the age of 8. I never told anyone for years.When my da...
Do You Know Me It is easy to say that life is hard.  Until you step into someone else skins live there and walk ar...
I Just Don't Understand Please don’t hate me for how I feel but I just don’t understand the phrase “God never gives yo...
I Am A Survivor Of Child Abuse I was beaten and i was broken hearted and sad and depressed and lonely, till i left home.For years i...
How Do I Learn To Love Me? Well, I’m going to try this. This is very difficult for me. I go to therapy on a regular basis but...
Understanding Now this has taken sometime, in many ways I am ashamed of my story and afraid I do not like to tell ...
I Really Don't Know Where To Turn... I am a survivor of abuse, both physical and emotional, inflicted by my mother. I am 21 years old, do...
Ruining My Own Life Since I had a revelation in November about my past sexual abuse, my life has been a downward spiral....
I Can Not Blame You Anymore You inflicted the wounds but they are mine to heal. I watch the Never Too Late video by Three Days G...
Dead And Gone And Gone Away.... Hi im kenzie. Im 13 years old. just last year i moved in with my dad. Do u know why? its because eve...
Breaking Glass I live with my grandparents who are both currently retired, my parents are divorced and I rarely hav...
I Have Survived I Am Still Alive So You Could Say I Have Survived But I Still Get Nightmares. Not That Anyone Knows....
I Keep Living, So That Others Can Survive... I am a 24 year old survivor of child molestation. I was ten years old when my molestation began. I r...
The Family's Legacy No one in my family will talk about my great-grandmother. All I know is that she was full blood Cher...
This Is Very Sad Dont Read But I Had To Say It To Someone To Anyone Dear Dad I am never going to send this letter, but it makes me feel confident in my pa...
Path To Healing, S Abuse I write these words with the prospect of healing lingering in the distance On nights l...
Child Abuse For as long as I can remember, I was abused by my parents. No sexual abuse, but aside from that, eve...
I Hope My Story May Help Others There is so much I could write here to explain what has happened over my lifetime, but I will try an...
My Misery I was the sixth of seven children. We lived with my mother,father and my aunt. Even though I was onl...
Abuse that has stayed with me always So... Child abuse is a difficult subject to talk about for me, before I start I would like to say, I...
No One Ever Believed Me. . . . Every day I'd come home from school and he'd tell me how disgusting I was, how hideous I was, how I ...
The Weight Of Today I woke up pretty early today to go get one of my 4 cavities filled. To most people, this would sound...
Watched Her Burn I can remember being very little maybe 2 or 3 years old. my mom was outside tanning in the sun. she ...
You Don't Remember??? so we were sitting around at the hospital (mom was dying again...not) & we were playing who is the t...
Memories Last A Lifetime My dad doesnt abuse me that much anymore, and it is dying down alot thanks to CPS and the Police. ev...
Child Neglect Hi my name is Diana. I'm here on experience project because I want to interview people who have been...
I Used To Be A Doll. I was 3 or 4 when I came to the realization that my mother treated me like a doll. Not in the sense ...
"Alyssa Lies" LIKE MANY OF YOU HERE, I HAVE SURVIVED ABUSE THAT AT TIMES I WISH WOULD HAVE KILLED ME. AT THE TIME ...
Survivor I am a man that was abused as a child until I was 14 years old. I was physically abused, mentally ab...
My Abuse Led To My Divorce I was abused from 7-16 years of age. I have posted on here b4. I let my perpatraitor control aspects...
Intense Story Bursting down the light wooden door I hear it splinter and shards fly around me as I storm into the ...
Survivors Three My father was a lot older than my mother. When they met he was in his early 30s and she was 15. That...
Insight About Child Abuse, Read If You Need Advice About It I realize sometimes the abuser we need to face is ourselves. We live recreating memories with a subc...
My Dad When I was 10yrs old, my mother took us kids and left my dad because of hte abuse. If my room was me...
My Stepdad There were articles int he local paper about us. They compared us to a cult. He convinced us (my mot...
Another Story About Healing Cold wind gently caught hold of the rich brown strands of my hair pulling them away from my ste...
Prozac & God For most of my childhood my mom was crazy. on a scale of 1-10 1 being normal 10 being hide she might...
My Grand Father He uses sexually obscene language with me.. He kicked me out of his house, he treats me really badl...
Why Does It Seem No One Understands? Why So Quick With Dismissive Statemets? I am a 39 years old man and my whole life I've struggled with low self esteem, lack of confidence, a...
I Was Abused From The Age Of 5 !!! I was abused from the time I was five years old up until I was thirteen. My parents divorced when I ...
Abusive Father Is Dying  Anyone of you who had to deal with an abusive father (or mother) who was dying?...
It Is A Constant Battle. i was 10 in 1974. i was an extremely well behaved child. i was a good in school. above average an...
If You Were S Abused By A Man In Your Life Read This Piece Of An Aricle So abuse victims tend to get into abusive relationships as adults and there are many reasons why . ....
I Am Still Suffering I got raped and aboused from the age of 6 year's old then when i was 9 i stoped going near my broth...
I Still Blame Myself When I Know I Was Only A Child. My sister's ex husband sexually assaulted me from the time I was 4 up until I was about 13. It went ...
A Child In The Dark lets start off by me saying that I am a male and this will be my first attempt as telling what happe...
Its Been Along Time. I have tried to get past the things that have happen to me in the pass but no matter how hard I try ...
Quiet Time My heart is pounding as I start this. Its hard for me to share my past. I'm still haunted by it. I a...
The Making Of Me My World ​It is a dark night in northern Ohio when a baby girl makes her way into the world....
Unsure Over Christmas this past year my sister and I were talking about when we were very small. I was mayb...
Emotional Abuse...hiding From Life I'm a survivor of emotional abuse. Sometimes I still have a hard time seeing myself as a legitimate ...
No One Knows I remember when I first moved to that neighborhood,. I was 4 or 5 years old at the time. It went gre...
Agony, Pain, And Suffering, My Hatred Of My Father Burn Like A Thousand Sun! My name is T.A.C.  I'm a 21 years old Asian male student at Mission College and in a way I suppose ...
So Many Types Of Abuse I was abused emotionally, sexually, and though not physically I had to endure physical neglect. My m...
Just One Of Many. "One afternoon after a long day at school, I was sitting alone in my room at my Uncles staring at th...
Home Schooling Suvivor I too am a home schooling survivor quite similar to Jenny. This is in Canada <br ...
Still Love Her My mother was an addict, she refused to give me up to social services. She would come home and beat ...
Just Now Dealing With It You know how your oldest brother is suppose to be your protector? The one you run to when their is a...
Abused well let me start when i was seven my dad used to beat me and my mum up we were always at the hospit...
The Black Out I was about 7 years old. I had just skipped 2nd grade. I got to leave the "little kid" school and ad...
My Problem. I cant say that all I want is for someone to listen. Because believe me there are always ears there ...
Stealing hello my name is maureen.I am 54 years old I was molested when i was four years old by my grandfathe...
No. I Cant Just Get Over It. I am so tired of people telling me "well now its time to move on", "get over it", "its not happening...
Far Away Whenever I look back on my life, I feel pretty far away from it. Not numb – like my feelings have...
Survior growing up i had no father. he left before i was born. when i was four my mother remarried the most ...
I Was Abused By My Parents And Older Brother To whom it may concern,                          ...
I Took The Church To Court In 2010 I took the Catholic Church to Court for abuse I suffered as a child in their care. I was in...
Trust--belief In God? I was beat with a strap because I stole $10. and I had a black-eye. My brother and I were beat becau...
Survivor Psalm <img src='http://www.giftfromwithin.org/images/banners/Survivor-Psalm-Bookmark2_254.jpg' width='254'...
The Gift Of Life? When you think about what your perfect life would be like, what comes to mind?Happine...
Searching For Something You Didn't Know You Lost...neglect... All I wish is to be heard, I feel hurt and it's ok to hurt isn't it? - I know this is a ...
Hello All Familiar Souls... Hi,I'm a survivour of a very abusive childhood that seemed like a few lifetimes.I'm 31 years old and...
Mother’s Day Blues So mother’s day has come & gone. I find myself a little sad. The cards make me sad. All the cards ...
Here We Go Again.. As I stated in my previous story my fathers rage seemed to grow as I got older.There were alot of mo...
A Very Dear Friend I have a very dear friend, nearing five decades of age, who believes she was molested by her father ...
What Doesn't Kill You...  <iframe title="YouTube video player" class="youtube-player" type="text/html" width="400" height="3...
Brotherly Over Love I was abused by my brother when I was about 6 to 9 years old. The only reason it stopped was because...
I Am A Child Abuse Survivor I was  a child of 6yrs when my neighbour   had sexually abused me. eventhough i had a sister who w...
Numb i was numb but now im not. when i was numb i didn't feel the hurt and anger and fear.. now i do. now...
I Lost My Innocence... My family and friends had always known me for being a sweet, noble, and friendly person. They could ...
Tired Of Doctors And Pills One of the things that I struggle to get through is my guilt, because of me I feel my parents will d...
Tired Of The Loneliness It's so horrible feeling so alone and in normal the whole time. Wish there was a miracle to stop tha...
My So Called Life I am faild abortion. Yup what love. my dad didnt want another girl since he had my sister. I was bo...
Do You Know.....? Do you know what it's like to live with fear? To be afraid every day of your life, and to kno...
Words Do Hurt Stormy seas engulf my heart I tremble in such fear I hear the words he spits at me <br...
Dump It In The Ocean Fukushima: A Nuclear War without a War: The Unspoken Crisis of Worldwide Nuclear Radiation. Research...
Just A Baby When I was born in 1970 my older brother by three years went missing....yes the day I came into the ...
Every Little Memmory My first Memmory is me wiping off a kiss from my father (me being a difficult 3 year old) and as a r...
A Different Kind Of Heartbreak.... my heart was not broken my lover but some one who i should love very much and without question. a lo...
A Few Words Of Encouragement before i let anyone in on my abuse story, i just want to say how grateful we should all be that we e...
My Mom Doesn't Love Me. My mom always finds a way to put me down. Never encourages me. Just can't go a day without h...
Can't Trust Anyone i was abuse as child assaulted by friends bf when out drinkin with a friend and her bf she got talki...
Is This Too Much To Ask For Mother Dearest And Father Dearest look i know i'm not like most girls i have a past a painfull one but does anybody ...
What Would You Call It? He calls it disciple, I call it absuse. He hits us till we pray he would finally just kill us. You c...
The Past Is Always Their To Haunt You. I was 9 when it started. I stayed over at my uncles on a weekend with my brother he was 5 and my par...
Jewish Religious Abuse... I'm sure everyone has read recently about all of the abuse gong on in the Jewish religious community...
Everyone Does It!! I was so little. I was young didn't know any better i guess. But he was older, and he knew it was ...
Unsucsessful Kidnapping  Back in 1989, I was 9 yrs old, Two guys put a ladder to my apartment in New York  One extremely f...
Ughhh.... Before i was 10 Social services used to drop in and check up on me and my younger brother, as my mot...
Psychological Trauma. It has taken a long time to come to grips with the effect of the psychological trauma I experienced ...
Not Always Verbal... When I was little, I was a very happy child. I was always smiling, I was always surrounded by friend...
Me And My Neighbour i used to go round my neighbour's house everyday. he was old enough to be my granddad and something ...
I'm Still Standing I'm 52 years old. I am a survivor of child abuse. It has taken me my whole life to this point to rec...
An Intro To My Life.. Feedback Is Appreciated I have no idea if this is appropriate for this group but the others I posted to just did not seem ri...
I Want You To Know About This Humans on the verge of destruction – Fukushima Unit 4 201 Written by Legal La...
This May Alarm You To Know Fukushima Radiation On US West Coast - Mainstream Media Cov Written by Daisy Luther and ...
I Didnt Know It Was Wrong Just why did the Fukushima power plant fail so badly? Yeah we all know that, its because...
Silence Is Death I stood in front of a group of strangers, thirty or so in number, and admitted that I was abused as ...
Open Letter To My Admonishing Grandmother (never Sent) Grandma, When I called my Mom to let her know we got home safely from our trip, one of...
I Survived But The Cycle Continues In My Own Kids I was abused as a child from the age I could start to remembering things to age 19. So it has been 1...
Tourette Syndrome And Child Abuse: A Survival Story I am a sinner that was saved by the grace of God, who has blessed me with Tourette's and an abusive ...
Kiss It Better Bottle of wine, after bottle of wine, disappearing down your throat. You get up off the couch ...
How Do They Get Away With It? I have recently been to the CID about my step father, Derek Hudson. Of Whitley bay now living at wit...
I Don't Know Where Elso To Go I'm not exactly a survivor yet but I need advice. This is the second time in three years that he's p...
Frustrated Once again been put on new meds and again having to ride out all the side affects that go with it. M...
Denial........ They say the truth will set you free. Why is it that so many people don’t want to here the truth o...
Still Going On Im 13 bout to be 14 in 6months ive been abused all my life . it all started when i was about. 5 i ha...
A Letter To My Abuser Dear *****, You were someone I loved and trusted I never knew that you would be the monster yo...
Moms Dying (not Really) i remember being confused. confused, scared, sad & very upset. my mom is dying.only problem was mom ...
The Police Told Me.... The police told me they couldn't stop me telling my story on Facebook... Start to read my face...
This Is Going To Be A Little Difficult... I'll give the somewhat moderate version. When I was 13, I went to work for the summer at my uncle's ...
Adopted And Abused... for the past 40 years, i have struggled with my past. i was adopted and abused by my adoptive mothe...
Dents In The Wall It started over a disagreement, It was stupid really, Add a couple bottles of wine to th...
What I Live With My dad has huge anger management issues. My dad always picks on me saying i have beaver teeth (befor...
Almost This happened about a year ago and I've only told two people since. I guess I just need to get it of...
Free Ebook - Re: My Abuse Story A few days ago, i joined this group and I briefly mentioned that I am an abuse survivor. For those i...
Hauntings From The Past At 5 years old I was the happiest little girl that you would ever see. Always having fun never looki...
Yea Strange Thing Abuse Yea Strange Thing Abuse Yea And the denial among other family members I find unrealistic...
How Didnt I Know? When I was four years old my mom remarried my stepdad. He was the only dad I knew. I was always prot...
The Little Girl In The Pretty White Dress A little boy and a little girl, Both so small caught in an innocent world. They...
What They Did Has Totally Affected My Life... At the age of 4 my mom met a man that would in time ruin my life. Him and his family. My mom had it ...
It's Behind Closed Doors It's behind closed doors that youll see what really goes on, where you can find inspiration fo...
I Was Molested By Two Different People In My House Growing Up And Would Like To Talk To Some Who Can Understand My Pain... Is anyone out there who knows what I am going through and can be of some support?...
Www.cinderellajones.com - Practical Help For Child Abuse Survivors; Celebrity Stories Hello, my tribe: Do check out the site when you get a chance. It's a comprehensive look...
It's All They Want. Some might call me a cold-hearted *****. In fact, it's the popular opinion. Hard, blunt, outspoken a...
I Don't Know How To Move On When I was 2 and a half my daddy died, he hung himself in a mental hospital, that wasn't the only ti...
The More I Think About It... I am currently in the acceptance process. Accepting that what went on in the past and the ways of my...
Coming To Terms Awhile back after visiting with family my sister was driving me and my kids home. She expressed conc...
Footprints Of My Past. Born into lies and black magic. At the age of 2 I was sexual abused by my step grandad who had amput...
Can I Say? As I read story after story of abuse in this feed, tears just fall. I wonder how they have com...
The Pain I Cannot Hide " I don't want to hate you, as you been through the same, but why? I must know I trusted you. ...
Parents Need To Earn Respect. I don't remember much about my dad before I was 10, because he was always working so he was a strang...
Why Child Abuse Is Like A Fascist State I think that child abuse is like fascist state because there are the powerful and the powerless who ...
My Blog About Surviving Originally I started my blog just to have a diary to write in. Recently a few others have found it a...
Helping My Uncle Larry Atwell is my Uncle. I'm trying to raise money to help him. He is a deacon in his church, he is...
Mentally and physically abused My mother has hated me since I was 8 years old. I was sexually abused by 2 members of family (on my ...
I Survived To Be A Survivor So it all started when I was nine im twenty three now. I Was finger raped by my step dad. I did not ...
I Am Ashamed Of. So today in my therapists office i sort of argued with her. She brought of 'feeling cards'. She know...
Will It Ever Go Away i am 40 you would think i should be able to just let it go that i would learn how to be just me. im...
No Such Thing As 'no' The tears will keep coming, The pounding in my head wont stop, The screaming will never ...
I'm A Survivor But, It's Still Killing Me The days might be in the past. The days where every night I would get beaten. The days I blamed my b...
Scars I have scars all over, I'm sure people in this group can relate to that. I just wish people w...
I Was Abused By My Father. Hi I am new to the group and I was abused for many years by my father. Abused in every sense of the ...
It Must Be Me It Couldn't Possibly Be You. As a child if anything went wrong it was my fault. The child support check didn’t come on time. My...
The Belt I can remember the last day my mother beat me with a belt i was 12. It wasn't over anything signific...
It Would Be A Shame If Something Happened To Your Cat I was such a tender hearted child, I just loved animals. I hated to see anything suffer & my mom kne...
Why? I really don't know how to write this, I'm 35 years old trying to finish healing. When I was 7...
Endless Pain .. I am a 24 year-old gay guy. It all started when I was a little kid. I believe I was about 6 or...
Im A Mistck when i ternd 18 my famly told me thy whanted a girl naw i will tell u my sad story. my mom was do...
Broken Trust hi guys, before i start im not sure if this is the correct area but i need to tell my story. its not...
Why Me Mommy? Ah, and now that I am 48 years old I look back and all that I have been through in my life, how it h...
My Story. Opening The Tabs Of My Mind. My story. Opening the tabs of my mind. The child survives the monster, th...
I Wrote A Book Hi there I am the author of the children's book "Toads May Talk" which is a gentle work of fic...
"its Okay Im Your Daddy" I have written a poem: COPY WRITE! if you copy this, you will be charged...
I Wish I Hadn't Survived. I was born in 1995. My father was an abuser. I have been abused my whole life. But one time in-parti...
You Are The Problem, Not Me... I really don't know where to start... I came across this page as I was trying to sort ...
I Have Survived, Now I Want To Help Other's Survive Too..... Let me start by saying that I went through mental and verbal, and sometimes physical abuse from my d...
I Made It...now What? I survived abuse, hell, I punched that ***** in the face and ran. Literally. When I was 5 my step mo...
Sometimes I Forget The soft hum of the strings of an acoustic guitar enveloped me as I starred at the red glow of the E...
My Survival My memories start at around 3, so let's start there: Two months after my birthday, is when my ...
I Survivied 12 Years Of Abuse! And In The Weirdest Ways It Lifted Me. I am currently 24 now I graduated from college and have a career started but when I was growing up I...
One Day Soon If you give me the patience and time to overcome One day I swear I will learn to love I...
In The Circle Of Tears And Terror by sailingboat The beast is mighty and I am small The beast is loud and I...
Not Beated But Left To Live In Fear. I endured multiple punishments given by multiple people that all believed that beating a child was ...
My Mother And I My mother is an alcoholic. We lived in AL and everything was fine. She divorced my dad, moving me to...
The Hated Child I only recall bits and pieces one good for every 30 bad Getting stitches cause my mother threw a hi...
Please Believe Me! Well, I don't consider myself as completely a survivor yet because I haven't survived till I am no l...
Magazine Hello everyone! I came across this group and have read through some really emotional st...
I Fight Depression And Loneliness Everyday Poems -> Biography : : Stepping Forward .... Hello my name is Rosalind and I first started writing poetry in April of 2011. I am a born again Chr...
$ Anxiety Anxiety my friend how I love to hate you. So I found myself on the verge of an anxiety attack. Why y...
Suffer In Silence (a Poem) This was one of the first poems we wrote after figuring out we were a survivor.A bunch o...
Thoughts On Forgiveness This is mainly copied from a response I made to someone on a group about forgiving your abusers. <br...
Worthless And Stupid My stepdad always had a really bad temper, he used to be a meth head so i guess that would be expect...
Invisible Grip For my entire life youve had control of me and my emotions, You were the cause of most of my d...
Me. i was abused when i was younger prolly not as bad as most but still pretty bad. My father was ...
Sleepless Nights (revisited) So, it's been a couple of months since i unlocked several nightmareish memories from my childhood an...
Alyssa Lies Every time I hear this song I break into tears, no matter where I'm at, what I'm doing, I will ALWAY...
Rude Awakening It was soooo peaceful... I was having the best dream of my life: I became famous overnight! All my e...
Inner Child It’s been 2 years since I told people. Some days it feels so unreal. I have it out in a boo, but I...
Been Living In Denial. i have never told anyone everything that has happened to me. I have told only 2 people some of what ...
I Was Full Of Emotions The Entire Book And Couldn't Put It Down. I'm a new member here. So far, so good! I ran into this site after reading a book on Amazon ca...
My Husband Was Molested my husband had a bad childhood, ****** ran ramped in his family, he has little memory of 1st -6th gr...
This Will Help You. http://video.server.dhamma.org/video/intro/vintro.htm watch the videos on that page wit...
Broken So here i am again, excusing myself for not being normal, for hating what i am becoming. i just feel...
I Am A Survivor Of Child Molestation I can't even tell you how old I was when the abuse started , my guess is I was between 8 and 11 year...
I Am Still Fighting To Be Happy Last night I told my friend something I thought I would never tell anyone. I wanted to tell her for ...
My Grandmother's Spare Room I allowed someone to use apart of my childhood in one of his stories. He has an amazing way on expre...
Adytum By Guido I was raised by deaf parents in an abusive home, and have self-published a book detailing the variou...
Tired Of Pretending I was physically, verbally and emotionally abused by my mother. She left me with people who sexually...
Scarred I am a child abuse survivor. Just mention it been there and done that. Statistically, it is said tha...
It Kept Happening I cant remember life without abuse. I was abused emotionally, physically, and sexually. I hear about...
A Poem I Wrote little girl in the bed crying for someone To come hold her and love her and ...
Sad stomach churning eyes burning trying not to cry   heavy heart wanna d...
Walking The Rocky Path To Recovery The term 'survivor' takes some getting used to when you've always felt like the victim or the perpet...
Fight For Survival I am telling the story of myself and my siblings as it was when we were growing up in an abusive hou...
My Story I like the fact that this group is defined with the word Survivor and not victim. My ...
I Made Myself Numb My parents were both violent when we were growing up. A slap will put you right, that was their phil...
I Could Be Anyone I was emotionally abused as child by my father, I knew back then that was not the way a father shoul...
Strong Please be aware, the story may contain triggers. Please stop reading if you feel you've had ...
Trying To Be Strong And Survive In A Cruel World I was physically and mentally abused by both my parents as a child and am still mentally abused by t...
Just Saying..... I was always second class, never as good as my siblings, I had an experience with a relative that wa...
My Crazy Life So Far I am a survivor of child abuse.I have started to come to terms with what has happened and am now hav...
Reaching Out Seems like so much to say, suppose it's better to start somewhere. I was molested by my older cousin...
The Light In The Darkness My dad was a very abusive man. My dad served in Vietnam for 4 years, in these four years, he watched...
My Story A Story of a Real Survivor of Institutional Abuse - 'Survivor' is a contributor to Dads Place [FORUM...
What To Do?? Well, things have been rough. I started therapy again and I have been Havin lots of flashbacks and e...
Pig My father always hated fat people. I would assume it was because he struggled with being overweight ...
It Gets Better A couple of months back I was badly hurt, sexually abused, and when I was four I was abused also. I ...
Help Me I don't know if my parents are abusing me but they always tell me I am useless and no good an on ti...
A Sisters 'love" From the age of around 4 my sister (who is 3 years older than me) had pleasure in dressing me as a l...
Hurt my story I began when i was just a toddler. my father was mentally and physically abusive.then...
Child Abuse Muder Story It happen when i was just a child as far back as i can remember.I never told nobody the thing...
Extreme Abuse The Streets And Was In Gang This is too hard I was abused from about 6 till 14, by a family member 3 years older. I was penitrat...
More Than I Can Tell You This subject scrabbles my insides and is so very difficult to put down on this forum. knowing the ...
"like A Flower That Dies From Angry Rain..." My own Mother hated me. Our Father left us when we were barely old enough to walk. My younger sister...
I Dont Want To Go To The Army i am 24 years old man.. i got letters that government says i must go to the army in a month. but i h...
"love Doesn't Hurt" I met a woman at a crisis stabilization center last March. Looking back, it's funny how the instant ...
The Wanting i was little at the time, all i wanted were two crayons, instead my parents gave me a horriblecard...
Suffered In Silance when i was a small girl my grandparents raised me i loved them very much this was the best time of m...
I Want To Find My Mother's Elder Sister i want to find my mother's elder sister. she was living in south korea. and she moved to washington ...
My Story I have only told this to one other person outside my family, so uh. Here it goes? I was...
Tumbling Down It was a cold night I will never forget. He was drunk again like he always was him and my mother wer...
The Man They've been poured out, and all quite vile And by such they have lost their guile The m...
How Dare You? Mom, How dare you bring me into the world and daily tell me I was an accident, never wa...
Forever Alone There was a girl people would say she was the most perfect well at least two of them did....for a wh...
Was I Abused? If You Are Abused Every Day Doesn't It Start To Seem Normal? My earliest memory is at age four. On a warm summer morning, I sat on a worn sofa watching cartoons...
My Self Hate And The Past I Hide In truth I hate myself. My life was a ball of crap and it still is. I was raped and physicall...
I Am So Sorry To Hear That... God bless you and I hope you will have a better life ahead of you:-)...
My Life I have been abused my whole life. It all started when i was a little girl, my parents thought that w...
No More Pretending i was sexually abused from as young as i can remember (-5) till about 13/14. he got me to ley beside...
Is Life Fair I lived through a car accident at two that should of killed me,,and for what? My first memory of a...
Well Ive never shared this with anyone, not even my parents. My parents used to bowl every tuesday night,...
5 Year Olds Shouldn't Drink For my whole first 5 years of my life, I thought it was normal. My mother, who usually watched me, a...
Hurt And Alone My parents got divorced when i was 6 years old...I could barely see my dad, even today, though we ba...
Abused By My Cousins When I was 6 I spent a year down in Georgia with my cousins. 2 of the girls abused me(i found this o...
Abused By My Cousins When I was 6 I spent a year down in Georgia with my cousins. 2 of the girls abused me(i found this o...
Abused By My Cousins When I was 6 I spent a year down in Georgia with my cousins. 2 of the girls abused me(i found this o...
Take It To Your Grave I didn't by any means 'survive' child abuse. It started when I was age 6 to about age 12 was when m...
A Memory Shared This morning I am compelled to share? I sat outside with our little dog, she was my best frie...
Brother Took Advantage Of Me I don't like calling it abuse so much because for the most part I let him do it, I even started it s...
At Least I Am Not Like Them The sick SOB that donated the ***** to create me used to like to get drunk and high. He would start...
Letting It Go Up In Flames Monday night I wrote all my anger toward my mom in a 3 page paper. I put it all in there.  It was ...
One Of The Hardest Things To Think About When The Abuse Started! My Mother divorced my Father when I was 5. You see he took my sister and I on his dates with the oth...
Voiceless, voiceless, You left me voiceless with all your control and inflicted pain. power...
Stepping Stones I'd like to think every single one of us that are alive and not dead survive life every day, and as ...
Its All Coming Back... I've had my freedom from this torment for 2 and a half years yet due to recent events my painful pas...
The Only Suitable Punishment Everyone I've spoken to who has been abused has this 'wish list' of what they would do to their abus...
An Otherwise Normal Life Or so people thought. My mother has always been a bit off. In her better days she was t...
Holding On To A Secret My Story Hi i have a story i need to tell, ah but where to start. i was i expect a happy young c...
My Story The man who did this to me has since passed away. But, my sister and I choose not to discuss this su...
Tainted Memory After years of tormenting hell, feeling like you weren't meant for happiness, sometimes it feels lik...
My Past Destroyed Me I grew up with divorced parents and my mother had custody of me. She had a serious alcohol problem a...
Form Of Abuse? I was abused in quite a few ways. I am trying to go through and find out what was 'normal' about my ...
Blocked Out Memories I was abused in many differnt ways by differnt people through out my life. but I want to talk about ...
Child Molestation & Parents Let It Happen. I was sexually abused by my mothers father at a young age for a few years. He lived with us. He only...
Terror FROM AN EARLY AGE I SUFFERED FROM PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL ABUSE BECAUSE I COULD NOT STOP WETTING THE ...
Part Of My Story I was molested by my stepfather when I was 13 and for about a year I believe, but my mind I believe ...
Still I am 29 years old. Im a survivor. I dont when it started but i remember. The first time that i can r...
Abuse Never Stops Until You Stop It never stops never never never until you rise up and say this is enough. go away you can not be wit...
Read "in Shadow And Strength" By Beth Louise I just read the book "In Shadow and Strength" by Beth Louise. I am a new member here and want to sha...
Childhood Was Walking On Eggshells. Let's cut to the basics. I had the typical impulsive, unpredictable, verbally and physically abusive...
I Fell In Love With My Uncle Who Abused Me From The Age Of 6... Ive been frantically searching for groups that relate with "I was sexually abused by my uncle but fe...
Anger Issue. Being a part of this group is something I’m not ashamed of. But the biggest thing I am ashamed of ...
I Was Abandoned... First of all, I just wanted to say that I was not physically abused (I think). When I was 15, I move...
I'm Not A Survivor...i'm Still A Victim I really need to talk about this. It's hard, for me, to keep things like that in a 'secret box'...<b...
My Story Does Not Define Who I Am.... I was sexually physically and mentally abused starting at 6 months old by my own father. I do have t...
Thebrokenchild I want to heal and leave all the pain away I'm a woman a motherjust trying to cope I started getting...
A Reject The Unloved Do u ever wonder wh y. Me what did I do to deserve the felling of no love comfort or joy I used to t...
Abused,broken. i was nine,my life was normal, I had a loving parents, a 16 year old protective brother and a playfu...
Man With No Face ugliness.....shame.....hate....confusion..... Am the result of 'watch her now'.....as a litt...
Self Reflection What kind of parent will I be? These are questions that I wonder as my college days become numbered ...
Where To Start? Today is my first time on this website. I dont speak or tell people my story. It is very hard for me...
Where To Start Part 2 When I said that when my mother a banded us... It was the worst thing to happen. She was institution...
When I Am Ready.. Will I Ever Be? I found EP today... After a very hard day. I was searching for similar stories.. For help with the o...
The Lasting Effects Of Neglect. Part 1 How It Begins When I was born on New Years Day 1958 at 4 am my mother had been in labour for 12 hours and the nurs...
Panic In Her Eyes Panic in her eyes There’s always panic in her eyes A tone of Sadness in her cries. <br...
I Cant Find My Strength Anymore Id like to start of by saying how incredible it is to read so many inspirational stories and to not ...
Unpunished Defiance The only time I got away with defiance in my whole life was the boldest thing I had ever done. <br ...
Is It Normal? Lately I have been remembering "that past" Sorry it's just mention about it makes me sick. I'm...
Broken Life I had the most awesome childhood until the age of 5, when my brother was born. This was when I lost ...
Surfacing Memories I was abused physically, emotionally and psychologically by my mother from birth to when I finally m...
Ssurvivor Ye whatever, I'm still suffering, I wanna live not survive, my whole life has been effected by the d...
Anyone Else Abused By Two People Two Separate Occasions? I was abused as a child by two separate people, different genders, at two different stages of my chi...
The @††@©k Once when i was at a babysitter(men) I was put a room behind bars,I was about 3 or 4.The man in that...
When Do I Get Over It? My abuse started when I was 6 years old and lasted until I was 12. It was my stepfather who molested...
So Emotional As I sit here today and look at my children I can't believe any parent would allow someone to hurt t...
Is This Normal? I was abused by my dad, I only disclosed this to my mother two days ago, and I did this in anger whi...
I'm Here If You Need To Talk... I grew up in a violent, abusive household...my Father was an alcoholic...and sadistic and mean. <br...
It Still Hurts 20 Years Later I'm not sure why I'm telling this, maybe subconsciously I hope it will help someone else whose been ...
Bruised By A Chain Belt One day, when I was about ten, my mom told me to do the laundry. when I told her I couldn't use the ...
Memories.... One day that always comes back to me was when I was around 10. My stepfather forbid me to look out m...
Understanding I'm not sure what age I was but I believe I was around 8 years old. I lived in a half-double house w...
Reason I'm Here I want to make something perfectly clear. My childhood was hell. It has followed me through life and...
All I Know Is Dysfunction I try not to think about my life of physical,emotional,abuse and neglect i suffered at the hands of ...
Hide Little Girl, Hide! Her room was so cold. She shuddered and huddled under the covers. Mother told her it was all in her ...
The Belt And The Wooden Spoon I still don't like to think about the belt my dad would use or the wooden spoon or piece of wood my ...
She Always Went Back I remember lots of nights as a child when my sister and I would lie awake listening to my stepdad be...
Hated By My Father I have written another story on my dad my hatred of him. From a very early age I had wa...
It Still Haunts Me I wasn't allowed to lock the bathroom door when I was young. I remember hating shower time when I wa...
The Beginning? I remember once being a pretty happy child. Soon after my father married my step mother we sharred a...
Physical Abuse My step father beat me from age 12-14. There wasnt a week that went by that i wouldnt get a beating....
Justice i have failed in my attempts to extradite a peodophile that molested me when i was 5 years old. he w...
Justice because of this man i have suffered all my life with acute post traumatic stress symptoms. the detec...
Justice he has several CONVICTIONS is several different states over a long period of time. he only likes lit...
Beat Up Viciously For Entertainment My dad gets super violent when hes drinking and *anything* can set him off.  When I was 14 one nigh...
I Was Just A Child. When I was born my biological mother and my father were in turmoil. They were not right for each oth...
Be Careful I can not pin-point when I took notice to what I'm about to share. I always took in on my servings f...
My Life Of Lies, This Is My Coming Out Party My Life of lies   I write this post with hope that somehow in ...
Just Found Out In 2012 That I Was Abused Lst yr i went to get my birth certificate because i was adopted when i was 8 i am now 43,and i never...
Abused I already posted this somewhere else but I thought I would post it again.. So here goes.. When I was...
Losing The Hate (7) STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART So far I’ve found this extremely hard emotionally. As well as...
He Used To Say It Was My Fault My dad and i have always had a strained relationship.He has always been an alcoholic and i decided t...
He Said I Caused This...... Things never really clicked with me and my dad, but he was kind. Then my mother died of cancer when ...
I Am A Survivor Child abuse. Two words that haunt me. I was abused...for 15 years. I was adopted by a family when I ...
I Was Abused... When i was young about 2/3 years i was abused by my alcoholic parents. When my dad was drunk he was ...
What Really Happened.. On the outside, people always assume that I have the ultimate life..From a superficial stand point, ...
Violent History My whole life as I can remember was full of violence wether it was domestic or at home. My mother wa...
Punishments my foster mom punishes us by making us ***** off our clothesin front of her and makes us sit in a tu...
I'm Only Human Although its only been months, my bones feel the years. Coffee is no longer strong enough to keep me...
Abused Since 8 Months My family is Afghani. We middle easterns like to abuse well parents do. Today my mom with her huge f...
Struggling With My Depression Hello The reason why i end up here is because my life is falling apart and I am coming ...
Trying To Cope I wrote a story recently on this site about the abuse that I went through during my childhood years....
When I Was Young When I was 7 months old my real mother beat me she broken both my legs and right arm and burn me wit...
I Survived FROM FOUR TO NINE YEARS OLD A MALE NEIGHBOUR AND FAMILY FRIEND BEGAN TO MOLEST ME ALL MOST EVERYDAY,...
Denial I was in denial for so many years about the abuse I had suffered in the hands of my father (physical...
She Lies About It Now. My mom beat me and my two sisters as we grew up, and it didn't stop until we refused to visit her af...
They Kept Me Down For Soo Long But Not Anymore! My story isn't as bad as other people's stories. It wasn't until I was in my 20s that I realized wha...
I Don'T Know If This Makes Sense. Part 1. From the time I was 3, my mom has been abusing me. I remember because there was this one time I got ...
I Don'T Know If This Makes Sense. Part 2. Growing up I was not only abused at home. But I was abused at school. I've been bullied in school si...
My Parents ARE The Reason My Relationship Went Bad When my ex boyfriend and I started dating, we constantly had to keep it a secret. We had to because ...
Always Silenced I am typing this from a smart phone, since I do not own a computer so I ask you bare with me concern...
"I Told Ya So." my dad attempted suicide on and off his whole life...he died when I was fourteen. This one time I wa...
Demons Talk Been through this all my life. I dont want to hear the woo is me story. Tell me the reas...
base Ball baseball is my life. It is a shame the Indians have no chance. I have tried o...
I Could Have Stopped It If I Hadn'T Lied My mother beat me my entire childhood. My father passed away when I was two. My brother moved out wh...
You Dont Realize It Until Your Grown.... When I was a child I only had my mother. My dad left and I can understand why now that I'm older. I ...
We Are More Than Our Pain And We Are More Than Our Trauma. I think for people like myself who have gone through abuse, we will never truly get over it. that is...
Confused, Fed Up, And Tired. With everything that my parents has done to me, it makes it especially hard for me to face them. I a...
Help Put An End To Child Abuse! I work for the Stop Abuse Campaign. We are working hard to end all forms of abuse in this generation...
Why Do I Feel This. I wrote a previous story about what happened with my cousins but to put that story short they liked ...
The Welfare Wouldn'T Split You Up So... Part 1 Hello everyone I am roberts1107, and I got a story to tell you,I swear it is all the truth even as f...
Lost Maybe there is something wrong with me? When I was 4 years old I found out just how cruel this world...
I'M Not Ashamed To Say I Am I was sexually molested at the age of 11 by my Mother's boyfriend and my Father once tried. I think ...
The Welfare Wouldn'T Split You Up So...Part 2 Hello everyone: Me and my younger brother and I were adopted by the Robinson...
Trapped Forever HOW DO YOU HANDLE BEING THE SOLE CAREGIVER OF YOUR ABUSER? WHEN WILL I BE FREE? IM 48, WHEN WILL I B...
Mrs Teacher You Told Me You Loved Me Mrs teacher you told me you loved me, You told me that you cared for me, T...
A Story I'Ve Never Told. My father passed away when I was two...it was at this point I believe my mother began abusing me. Sh...
Shame I was abused sexually by my grandfather for 10 years, from the age of 3 until 13. He never raped me ...
Emotional Abuse Is it abuse to ALWAYS yell at a child and call her stupid and useless?...
Vday 1billion Rising - Dance To End Violence Against Woman Yesterday I participated in an amazing event. It was a worldwide movement that happened in many coun...
Never Hit My old stepfather would come down on me on a regular basis hurting my feelings so bad that I almost ...
Life After Abuse Hello everyone i am a 42yo male and was abused when i was 10yo by a much older man,i didn't understa...
Giving Others A Voice Rebirth4Love (4UWisdom) was born and raised with both parents in the household, in Central, Arkansas...
Not Me I wasnt the one who was abused my friend abbey was . She was sexually abused , pregnant at 8 then 10...
Abuse Can Be From Anyone This happened when I was young around 12 years old my cousin and my 2 brothers ask me to go sledding...
From Broken To Healing I would like to say thank you all for sharing your storys this has given my the strength an cour...
After 15 Years I Am Finally Free!! It all started in 1997, the year I was born.My mother and father have been trying for a child for ma...
Your Past Does Not Have To Be Your Future. My father.....complicated issue. When we were growing up both my siblings and I suffered both phsy...
Your Past Does Not Have To Be Your Future. My father.....complicated issue. When we were growing up both my siblings and I suffered both phsy...
My Story This is the first time im actually writing this down. I grew up in what everyone tho...
Do You Forgive? My parents both physically and mentally abused me from 5 to 16/17. It was partly due to my orientati...
Some Of The Effects Of The Abuse I Suffered The abuse I went through has affected me so profoundly. I wonder at times what I would be without it...
Never Could Trust hi. i am a 32 year old female, and I was abused as a child in many ways. tonight i am just having su...
Trying. I need to get this out. Sorry if it's long. For a long time I've been getting pani...
Venting I was molested by my grandfather on my dad's side when I was younger. When I was about 9 I was sitti...
The Belt... The pain was excruciating. I heard him yelling at the TV...as one of the football ...
Emerging Trauma freezes you. I started thawing out just a month shy of my 22nd birthday. I spoke the truth of...
Truth You want the truth, my story doesn't read much different than anyone else's. The life I live everyda...
How Can We Walk? How can you walk around knowing what happened? Knowing you're different from everyone around you? <b...
Asleep, But Never Really Safe When dreaming isn't even a place where you can escape to butterfly's, love, and magic. They are torn...
Daughters Tale Hurt By Peers.. When i was five something tragic with my parents happened my father was ..unbearable my older brothe...
I Am A Survivor I lived my life in the shadows, I lived my life in fear, I hung my head in shame because I knew I wa...
My Terrible Childhood I lived with my mom and dad, my sister and my brother. My parents always beat me, they called me nam...
You Cant Forgive, And You'Ll Never Forget when i was 5, i was sexually abused by my father, until age 12. much of my life is a blur, ive...
All Kinds i was verbally,emotionally ,physically,and i was emotionally abandoned.i was a punching bag for my b...
Mom Takes On Step Dad'S Roll. If you've read some of my earlier posts, you'll see that my step dad was an angry, vile man who rule...
Empty Twelve years have passed since the beatings have stopped. Yet I still feel the pain. It hasn't gone....
One Of My Worst Beatings This is embarassing but when I was a child I had bowel problems. I had this fear of going to the res...
A Young Innocent Boy. I must of been between the ages of 4 and 8. I cannot pinpoint the exact year. I come from diverced p...
There Really Are Monsters Hi Dad... You are dead...and there is no way that I can tell you to your face what I have kept...
While The Sentry Sleeps... I had a good Mom and Dad growing up--loving and kind to me. Their biggest crime was that they were t...
The Angel And The Beast For as long as I can remember I've been angry, angry at myself, angry about things I can't ever reme...
Comfort And Closets This is something that I pulled out of my mind after a really bad nightmare. I know that this event ...
My Uncle And Grandad Told my mum and we moved away,.. My grandad died, i did not go to the funeral, family probably...
Unresolved Pain When I was 4 years old my mother, who was pregnant with my younger brother and sister (twins) sent m...
My Dad.... Abuse.... Confusion... I'M Lost... Forever.. This story is about how me and my family went through a hard time, but in the end we made it.... wit...
I Surrender Once you see, you cannot un-see. It takes time to untangle the mess of sexual abuse. I know for me i...
Why Can'T There Be Someone That Will Love Me? I wonder.. is it just me or is it really wrong for them to be that way? When I was little...my mothe...
As A Kid I Learned As a kid and you go thru this you find out monsters dont live in the closet or under the bed, they i...
A Child Born From Sin From the perspective of the average person, I look like a regular guy attending his first year of co...
It Seems like Lives Ago, It Seems Like Yesterday.    They say "hey look at the silver lining, your such a strong person". I'm not strong, i'm indepe...
Just Something I'M Wondering I'm not quite strong enough to tell my story yet, but I'm wondering if anyone has had therapy to dea...
I Never Got Help... And I'm Not Sure If I Should Have He kept saying I was making it all up, that I was insane, and now I don't know if I can even trust m...
A Story Of Abuse,Rape,And Drugs... I really need to tell someone my story..hopefully I can let go of what people have done to me by jus...
The System Is A Joke It Doesn'T Protect Anyone When I was growing up in that hell hole I showed signs that I was being abused. The most obvious sig...
Nightmares Still Haunt And Tease Me Hey I am Mimi. I am 21 and I suffer from ... well pain. My recent pain is ... well seeing people who...
Dose It Even Count This is what happend. It was a few months before my 12 birthday when I met him. I was over a m...
This Is My Story.... Rebirth4Love was born and raised with both parents in the household, in Central, Arkansas. She has a...
My Father Stabbed Me When I was roughly 9 years old. I don't know my birthday. My dad had been drinking heavily and crash...
Terrified Everytime I sleep I have these flashbacks of my childhood. The pain and suffering, everything ...
I Think I'M Moving On After a man molested me it's just been hard for me to think of guys as physically attractive (girls ...
What Comes After The Abuse When your in it you do what you have to, to survive. You tell yourself that one day everything is go...
My Childhood I have mostly a grim feeling when I think about my childhood. For as long as I can remember, my dad ...
15 Years Im pretty new to this sharing thing so if you could be patient with me... In 15 years i...
Since I Was 13, I Had A Crush On A 22-Year Old Man, Then Everything Turns Out To Be A Big Lie!!! When I was 13 years old, I met this man, Let's just call him ****..He work for my dad as a private d...
Not A Normal Childhood From as early as I can remember, my mom was always abusive to me. She could always find something th...
Dark Secret On Martin Luther King it happen 1999 i was rape i could remember it like it was yesterday no ever t...
Me And My Brother Abused By My Stepdad Im sorry in advance if this is kind of garbled. All these thoughts have come to my mind. I'm still d...
Mormonism And Treason. They knew. They all knew. This church preaches family yet the hierarchy of the church knew. They kne...
Some Of My Story My father is bipolar and as a direct result my mother had to control everything absolutely. There ar...
Beat Up For Dads Friends Entertainment i'm living somewhere else for now because mom doesn't do a thing about it. my little bro is safe bec...
I Just Need To Get This Out... I joined this group because I just feel I need to share my story with someone. It's eating me up ins...
My Childhood Violence was very commonplace at home. I would often ask my mother whether it was normal to be beate...
Why Daddy? Why? When I was born I was sick. I had problems with my lungs. I had my appendix removed at two DAYS old ...
We Are Survivors. The title of this group is "I am a child abuse survivor" I no longer claim the title "child abuse 'v...
Don'T Tell I had a rough childhood. I used to have a very nice father. I can't really REMEBER what he looked li...
Don'T Tell I had a rough childhood. I used to have a very nice father. I can't really REMEBER what he looked li...
My Brother Wrote This Today... To all the fathers who love and care for their children, treat them with kindness, respect, and disc...
Damaged At 10 Years Old - Present Years It all started when I was 10 years old ( the abuse ) from sexually to physically , If we're suppose ...
I Was Molested For 9 Years... I am now 24 years old and I remember it like it was yesterday. For as long as I can remember up unti...
Locked Up Im not quite sure where this belongs, but when I was about 4 or 5, the lady my grandpa was with lock...
Feeling Better I think I know why I have been so angry the last so many days. I was seriously really drowning in a...
My Dad I am 40 years old, and a survivor of child abuse. Although it seems so far away now, I choose to wr...
... I used to hate the title "survivor" because people who can go through abuse and come out the other ...
My Heart Goes Out To You In my area, I couldn't find a support group for my.. plethora of issues. I've been sexually and ment...
To Little To Understand My first memory of abuse, fear and helplessness came at an early age. The first memory I have was se...
Love You Too, Mom Reading a friend's story on here reminded me of the abuse that I endured growing up. Not just physic...
People Are Sick My abuse started when I was 2. My parents would hit me with a 2x4 when I did anything they didn't li...
My Mother My mother was never a mother, more like a sexually active child who was only good at having sex. co...
Not Just Play My cousin, who we visited frequently when I was a child,liked to wrestle.While the paren...
Scars That Don'T Heal, 20 Years Of Abuse I've managed to talk a out some of these things before, but only online under a false name. My husb...
Sunless Afternoons. I never considered it abuse until I grew up. I distinctly remember sitting in my fourth...
Living With Such Uncertainty. I've tried so hard to forget you, but the burden of your hatred has followed me into adulthood...
How Could You Not Care ... ? " I DON'T GIVE A FUUUUUUUUUCK ! " Those are the exact words my mother told me when I ope...
I Want To Be Free When I was three years old, I kept crawling out of my car seat. To teach me a lesson, my mom slammed...
Emptyness Within, My Mum is dying, I never really had a relationship with her for years. Due to her mental health prob...
Survivor All of my life I had grown up in abusive relationship with my mother. Every chance she could she wou...
Afraid Of The Dark? Trying to remember things that happened 30 years ago, that's hard enough but trying to remember what...
Honor Of Hosting The Family Christmas I have the honor of hosting the family Christmas which some might say was great. Bad thing is I cann...
Sad Story Behind The Smile From a young age my adoptive alcoholic mother who adopted me at 2 days old abused me physically, emo...
Step One To Recovery? Finally saw the doctor about my abuse issues. I was so nervous he would laugh at me or just s...
The Devil Died On Easter There once was a woman born in the 1930's. Said to be blessed for she was born on Christmas eve. Thi...
Hurt But Never Touched This may be the most confusing part of my childhood. That someone could be sexually abused and not b...
Started With A Man In A Mask. I was young very young, I lived with my mother and baby brother. My older brother lived with my dad ...
Something One Would Never Guess My name is TJ, and I am 16. I know this is long but in order to understand, one has to read the enti...
Dissembling Lies (circa 2002) every person has an emotional barrier a mask in a way that bloc...
First Session Had my first session today with my psychologist. Only basic over view things like family and living ...
My Life Changed....... So i really don't know how to start this, but here it goes. My life isn't really that d...
Silent Secret Where can I start. I'm 17 right now, still living at home. Yes, the abusive home. My past was much w...
Not Really Abuse, If I Deserve It. I used to live with my father and his wife, my stepmom, when I was younger. Things were perfect on t...
My Story My story begins at age 10. When I was 10, I had an older brother who was 16, a younger sister who wa...
Bleeding Eyes (circa 2008) How do you hide inexplicable cries When the darkest of secrets bleeds...
I'm Feeling Lost For so long it was, and has been, my mother who is the monster. She beat me and my sisters when we w...
Just Another Story Well I was molested by my ex adoptive dad. I never told my adoptive mother until a year after it hap...
Growing Up In Palmdale, California I arrived to Palmdale when I was about 7 ¹/² turning 8.... Few months past , and my mom kept getti...
Sea. I almost don't know why I'm writing this. This is just an insignificant reminder for a ...
Just Another Story Well I was molested by my ex adoptive dad. I never told my adoptive mother until a year after it hap...
This Is My Story I am not exactly done with this 'treatment,' but I must tell my story. I am growing up in a ho...
Growing Up "Smart" It's really hard to talk about this. My dad had rage issues. Our house was like a pressure cooker, ...
I'm A Survivor Of Child Abuse Hello. My name is Catalina. I am currently a 14 year old girl. I came here because I need to tell my...
I Am A Survivor I spent every night hiding under tables, under my bed, and hiding in the closet with my brothers. It...
My Female Cousin Abused Me When I Was 12 - 13 I never questioned what was happening because she was 18 - 19 and the designated adult, so I was alw...
The Day It All Started The first day I was ever abused was one of the scariest days of my life. My grandma watched me since...
Child Abuse Ruins Lives I am 24, and am still not over what my mother did to me. I have taken pills, I have gone to therapy...
Does Being Abused As A Child Change Your Personality? When I was 11, my uncle (by marriage) sexual abused and groomed me. I told my parents. my mum...
I Survived Saved By My Partner And My Unborn Baby My parents hit us as children, we was almost taken away from them and was in social services records...
Here's A Thought... Just think about it, if you disagree, please tell me why I'm wrong. I won't clobber you over it, ok...
Abuse In Any Shape Or Form Is Dreadful!!! As a victim of emotional and physical abuse I can say that the affects are extremely profound.  Bo...
Summer In Hell When I was not quite 5, my parents took my sisters and myself to spend the summer with my mothers pa...
Opened Up Finally opened up to my psychologist about my abuse in detail. I swear I was so anxious about it. <...
I Will Never Forget I can’t remember an exact point where it all started. It’s not like one day my dad woke up and ...
Life Well here it goes.......Both of my parents are drug addicts and let me just say its not easy.Especia...
Survivors Survive This isn't easy for me to do. It first happened when I was five and then it happened again when I tu...
The Vile Monster i was abused by my step father the abuse was sexual physical and mental but in trying to take him to...
The One Thing That Scares Me To Death Is Having Kids Or Being Around Kids I am so afraid that I'm going repeat the pattern of abuse that I went through because I here these s...
My First Abusive Experience With My Step Dad Okay, so my abuse may not be as extensive as a lot of people here. More people have had WAY worse ex...
Giving Up My childhood was spent on the receiving end of some form of abuse or another. My mother died before ...
Can There Be More? If you have been following my stories, you will know I went to therapy to speak about my childhood.<...
My Life Story I haven't even told anyone this but here it goes At 12-17 I've been sexually abused by my cous...
Muted I don't know where to start. I think this is the group I want to be in, but it's kind of scary to st...
My Abusive Past I was a playwright as you all know. No longer. My passion is to fly. Let me explain. Let me explain ...
Twitchy Thoughts I'm barely an adult. I really don't know much about the world or myself. I can't cry any...
I Am A Child Abuse Survivor I am a child abuse survivor as many of you may have heard. My older brother, me, my twin sister, and...
Letter To My 7 Year Old Self Hey Kiddo… There are some things you need to know about the stuff you are going throu...
How To Finally Move On Without writing 3 paragraphs i want to say that the abuse I witnessed and the fear it caused, made m...
Letter To Myself As A Kid. Firstly great job with the letter to 7 year old self. to me... Ju...
.. I wish I just moved on not holding on to past problems. it would almost be like if my struggles neve...
Afraid Of The Past? I just can't seem to do this, I try to pull up the memories and I can't. They come when I don't wan...
I Was Almost Beaten To Death I was almost beaten to death by my stepfather. My mother beat the living **** out of me too. I mean ...
Keep Going Keep Strong everyone. Its a rotten rotten thing but you can get over it....
Trying To Keep Swimming I'm 12 and this is my story of what has been going on ever since preschool. My mom would beat...
Beat Because Of A Car Accident At the end of seventh grade, my parents went out to to go gamble. Me, being an immature kid, decided...
My Stepmother Enjoyed Punishing Me I found this group by accident but it touched on a feeling I had for a long time so I decided to rea...
The Monster Ivan When I was 10 years old on Thanksgiving Day I had a really hard time eating my breakfast so my step-...
X I don't know how to start this but here goes I am 40 years old now and I am paying the consequences ...
15 Years Of Abuse I am now 30 yrs old and now that i have my own children the things that i went through as a child re...
The Hell Inside My Head! That Thursday before the night of the incident, my son and I went to my best friend Crystal Kostka...
It'S Been What? 8 Years? My mom was. Never quite sane. She had broken down when my dad killed himself. I went on drugs for al...
My Mom Has Made Me Feel Worthless My Whole Life I am currently 18, and ever since I can remember the emotional and verbal abuse has been going on an...
Confusion And Mixed Feelings Recently I realized something. I am split in two. There is a part of me that in spite of all the a...
I Hate Fridays… Well, I I'll be short and simple. Fist time telling anyone(other than my sisters/mom), even if I'm n...
A Three Year Silence I was abused by a non family member at the age 14, this left me confused; asking myself do I deserve...
Was Abused And Still Is Abused Hi, this is the first time that i am ever sharing my story with anyone. I am originally from A...
HELP! I'm Scared Of Him Hey, I actually don't know what to do. when i was younger (now I'm 14) my dad hitted me....
Outside Looking In by Audrey Clark I know a seven year-old-girl. She follows me constantly. She reaches out to me often. She stamps her...
Did I See What I Thought I Saw This is my first time sharing an experience on EP.Im a truck driver who get all over the states.I wa...
Lost Little Girl Four decades ago a little girl yelled 'I'm being abused!' No one heard her though. There was no one ...
You Don't Forget... I remember the first time, my dad called me stupid and said i had no common sense. i remember when h...
I Lost A Friend When i was young i was abused by a family member, he would hit me every day and made mo do some stuf...
Decrepit "She made faces at the mention of your name and told me to pack my things. As if the idea of me bein...
Not Sure I'm Ready To Reopen This Can Of Worms There are many who share this experience that have gone through modern therapy techniques and/or are...
She Burnt Me Chocked Me Tied Me Up my mother abused me from a very young age earliest memory was aged 3 when ever I supposedly di...
Want To Offer Some Hope As a adult survivor of child abuse, trying to find stability and just plain SAFETY (emotional, menta...
My Life In Some Words.... I am 24 years old, and confused as hell. I wake up every morning thinking about Karma, and why the U...
Ready To Stop Being The Victim Today I had a moment where I started realizing and dealing with all of the memories and thoughts I h...
Swept Under The Rug It started when I was 5 yrs old my brother sexually molested me it got worse over the years. I final...
My Parents I was sexually abused by both my parents from about the age of 8 until 18 when I left home to go to ...
Surviving But Not Really Living It is no secret to my friends here on EP that I was abused as a child. I have never really been able...
Walking Over Eggshells That is what I have called the book I have just published and it so describes my life. I lived thro...
By-product I stand before you as the by-product of a Machiavellian society. Conviction, a wo...
My Father And I It was Saturday, I hated Saturdays! My mother being a motor welder/winder used to love ...
Dad Over The Years for most of my life i lived with my dad and im 13 now he was an abusive alcoholic and di...
My Story I was raised in an abusive foster home for 16 years. My foster mother was the one who abused me the ...
It'S Not As Bad As It Sounds I was born I a good neat little family and we where normal, until my dad started getting overwhelmed...
I'M Your Mother, You Owe Me This... I have no real memories of happiness growing up. I have haunting memories that creep their way forwa...
I Am Letting My Fragmented Ego Share Writing About My Abuse. You are napping now but it is time names are named - uncle and a mother are named. Wise in you is a...
Everything Will Be Over When You Grow Up And Get Married.... That was my mothers word every time I fell down and hurt myself, or other things happen.. Stop cryin...
Well This Is A Good Surprise i have been wondering if my memories of the stuff that happened to me was real as of late.... My...
Abusive Dad Additional Notes: - I am an addict to gaming, and i have been trying to stop since I was 15 ye...
Damage Done Even now I can remember my parents arguing even from an early age and I remember the absolute rage m...
Afraid To Cry As my past continues to haunt me and I work my way through each terrifying attack I find it incredib...
Hmmmmmm...... Well, what can I say? Dad was an abusive, psychopathic duche bag. Momma left when I was only just ...
Confused My abusive dad died two months ago after his two year battle with brain cancer. I'm confused about ...
No, I Can'T Just Move Along This will be one of the first times I have expressed my pain to strangers. I feel lost and confused...
Losing The War, After All... (Sorry, Pretty Long Story) He almost killed me, literally. I try to live beyond it. I try not to let those years define me or t...
What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger When I was seven my mom and I moved to a new city so that my mom can go to a university there but we...
I'd Like To Recommend A Book Just wanted to share a great intro book on child abuse. Sometimes books can be so detailed and overw...
I Am Striving To Thrive For now, I am a survivor. My parents were teenage hippies and I do believe they wanted me, but had n...
The 1st Of Many Letters To My Abuser Dear Abuser: I just wanted to take a few minutes to thank you for helping to make me the...
I Guess This Is To K... K, How could you? For all these years you were a mother to me. You were all I had. But...
More Than 40 Years I was abused from the age of young. I understand me partially..I turn 50 this year yet cant seem to ...
Mourning There's no prettiness to it. Just gut deep, bone deep sorrow that never seems to have an end.....
Sad That It Happens It goes on for awhile then it be comes public and common knowledge.Does that come close to repaying ...
When Will They Be More Honest? I am so tired of seeing the Hollywood stereotype of the happy family - even the wildlife stories whe...
So I'm Wrecking My Marriage Over the past year my wife and I have put together that we were both abused - with recovered memorie...
Do Means Justify The End? I don't know whats been harder to deal with..the memories of the abuse,or the anger that lies undern...
So Young, So Confused. My earliest memory of abuse was when I was around 4 years old. My uncle sexually abused me. The main...
For 15 Years. I had a very abusive father, physically, mentally, verbally, emotionally, etc. I was stuck having to...
Was It A Mistake That I Was Born? I think everyday that maybe god made a mistake i was born. i had stupid bible thumpers or people who...
A small part of my story ....... A CHILD'S CRY ......... Looking down at the sand, please just let me be. I can't tell you how to be...
Bleurgh This is my first time talking about it in a while... I never knew how to say what I wanted to. I'm n...
My Story. I was 12 year old, and I had just gotten back from the library. My dad came upstairs and just tore i...
I Have An Abusive Father Hi My name Is Taylor Grace! I'm Telling you about my abusive father.. he's always Abused me and my m...
Broken Little Girl My life has always been a mess. Most of it is a blur but the moments I do remember I wish I could fo...
New Beginnings I am not the typical child abuse survivor. I feel strong, I feel confident, I looked my abusers in t...
But That'S Normal She doesn't like school, But that's normal. The bus stop is an unhappy place, Oth...
Flashbacks Have Started Again. I recently started having flashbacks again. It's all of the same occurrence but it hurts to feel lik...
Everyday I Sit In Solitude Just Feels Like He's Winning. I'm not sure why this is hard. It should be really easy because I've been bursting at the seams for ...
Every Storm Ends, Yet The Toll Mounts The weather was warm and the sun was bright on this late spring day in 1979. AJ, a 7-year-old girl w...
Sinking In The Mire Until a few years ago I had no memories of my life before I was adopted. Seven years of my life wer...
Baby Powder, Coffee, Banana Rum, Apple Juice, And Beer? Scent memories are powerful. Some I love, others turn my stomach and make me afraid. My mother, ac...
Focus On Your Own Well-Being Im writing this story to help others learn how to move on from backgrounds of abuse, neglect, trauma...
I'M A Christian Who Was Traumatized And Is Still Hoping For A Loving Partner And Better Life A traumatized love starved person can forgive and establish boundaries and hopefully break the gener...
Should I Blame Him??... My father suffers from IED (intermittent explosive disorder), which causes him to burst into a fit o...
Some Books That Helped Me With My Depression/Anxiety/PTSD My general advice with books is to go to the library or amazon’s preview of books and read a few p...
The Monsters In The House! The monster comes out when the girls go to bed... There is an evil presence living in the hous...
Long Nights There are nights where I stay up, clutching my sheets to my chest, too afraid of the shadows to slee...
Explained: Healing Trauma, Abuse, Neglect, Dissociation Explained: Healing Trauma, Abuse, Dissociation, Neglect, Etc If you have trauma, dissociation, are a...
The Nightmare Has Ended I have lived the last 20 years of my life either being abused by you or abusing my...
Monsters Are Not Far Away From Your Babies..Protect Them..:) Being abused in the early childhood is the last thing on earth a baby can ever think of. Why would s...
Just Lost... I was abused, but i have no memories of it. I remember very little in general about the early years....
I Still Flinch I was abused by a drunken father as a teenager and the anger and resentment still follows me into my...
I used to believe my fathers abuse started around age 5 and continued till i was 17, but i have rece...
Dear Daddy, I loved you so I hope you know I looked up to you even though You ...
I Survived Child Abuse I was sexually abused for ten years on a daily basis. It was from a person wh...
I've never told anyone what he did to me before. No-one cares enough, I guess. We didn't have sex, h...
WHO AM I Who Am I To judge him, He who is so unfortunate. Who Am I<br ...
Until recently, I was unable to remember any of the abuse. I knew it happened. I could always feel t...
My brother raped me when I was eleven and he sixteen. He had touched me indecently for as long as I ...
My heart is empty and my voice is muted. All of the organs that keep a person alive have rotted over...
I was Neglected to the point of hospitalization I hadn't eatin in days and when I did eat It may hav...
A couple of weeks ago I had to see my old therapist Leann because I had scratched my skin off right ...
My name is Ashley and I was sexually abused. This is my story and I would like to share so others sh...
My stepmother was a large Irish woman & champion weight lifter where I grew up in Alaskan. Everyday ...
I have never been cared for, comforted or valued. I don't know how to ask for help. I'm starting to ...
As a child I was beaten up by my mother, she destroyed my childhood and I was afraid if her. She mad...
Child abuse. What is it? Was I abused? Maybe not at bad as others? My dad had a temper. He snapped a...
Apparently I've got plenty of issues. Here's the skinny on my story. My father was a drug user...
A product of an affair, my mother at her mercy fell to another, and thus came me.... th...
My mom is truly a terrible person. She was always strict but it wasn't until I was 16 that the beati...
Nice to has a community of support here. I'll just get right into it. When I was younger, I was mole...
I don't understand why some people think it would be fun to be abused. When ever the topic comes up ...
My physically abusive father just lost custody of my siblings and I and my mother just divorced my s...
I was 14 when the abuse started. My sisters boyfriend (who was 16 years older) would touch me, threa...
This is going to be a bit lengthy. I've joined a support group of other Adult Survivor...
I admire you for talking about it. It is something you never forget, and it's always below the surfa...
Surviving my childhood was one of the hardest things to ever endure as a child, it was a journey tha...
I was sexually and physically abused for a lot of my childhood. My abuser is my sisters husband and ...
It's still haunting me..I think it left scars that won't heal...
We would like to believe as a society that we build prisons for the evil that are in this world. Th...
When I was 5, my parents had divorced, and my mother (recently diagnosed with Borderline personality...
This past April marked the third year my father had lived with clinical depression. He lost his job ...
My father was an alcoholic and I would stand up to him when he was abusing my Mom and sometimes she...
As I sit here writing this the truth is I'm not sure I'm ready to share the truth about how painful ...
Hey I'm kind of new to the experience project but I have a problem and wanted to ask someone for som...
I've was abused from 10 years old being blamed on a divorce that I know I didn't cause ..luckily the...
I am new I EP and I need to share my story. I'm 22 now and sometimes I can barely sleep for thinking...
I have carried the guilt and pain with me for over 30 years never telling anyone what had happened. ...
can't tell you mine. not yet ready :(...
but i love him so much. . . . . . ....
I hate remembering my childhood. I don't remember very much, because I have a bad memory. but everyt...
When I was little age 10 my uncle always hit me and do sexual stuff but I hated how he pretend he di...
Young m willing to do anything to help his family. Have anything to ask www.gofundme.com/7b4p5c...
sleepless nights, those memories are still here, why is that? :,(...
I was sexually abused by two brothers over a four year period. It started when i was 8. Thought it w...
the last time was last month. can't even call myself a survivor....
what to do?! what to do?! what to do?!...
he turned off the lights and told me that everything's gonna be alright, how could that be?...
I'm not sure if you could really categorise me under 'child'...I was 14 when it began, 17 when it en...
Here is my story. I was 4 years old. Too young to remember any old experience, too scared to forget ...
I had this as physically abused. But honestly i was physically,emotionally, and mentally abused. I'm...
My biological father is mentally ill, and left when I was 4 years old. We moved in with my step-dad...
I hate being referred to as a victim. I am a survivor of child abuse. I am the 4th of 7 children. On...
What is rather astonishing is the lack luster, and off centeredness of outreaches claiming to be for...
I have PTSD because of it (well one of the reasons...). My father is the one who abused me and my fa...
I have survived sexual abuse. It is as if my life was stolen from me. And now I want it back. I am d...
My step father beat me and my sisters and brother regularly as a parenting technique. I've held onto...
It started when my mom married my stepfather. He would use any mistake I made as an excuse to punish...
Going through all those memories really hurts .The pain they cost made me creat a world inside my he...
I am back in my home town for the first time after I started my therapy. Right now I am missing it ...
Socks. Soft, fuzzy, thick, warm. I hate the cold. I know what it is to have blue feet. Aching, throb...
Ode to My mother Calmly committing evil, impervious to the screams of her victim Methodi...
If by 'survivor' you mean that I'm alive and now an adult. It's a betrayal. The one per...
Horror of horrors that I should have to remember this. Joe came up with a disgusting ga...
My mother is a very angry person. The memories come back. beatings over things like accidentally dro...
Touch a hot stove and you learn to never touch the red coils. Hit a kid and your mom p...
Can kids or adult survivors of child abuse sue thier parents? The answer is complicated...
The nightmares and shakes are back. I have no idea why this time. They started two weeks ago and I c...
I was 11 years old, my mom was working, my stepdad was drinking his usual beer. I was in my room tr...
Found out a few years ago that I was unwanted by my father and most likely my mother when she was pr...
Let us speak of torture. The nature of torture. The purpose of torture. The definition...
I have told my experiences to my therapist, my husband, my adult children. I have alluded to it with...
The pain will never end...... Staring out my window into the darkest parts of the night...
My mom was very abusive to me and my sisters she use to tell us that we were worthless and that the ...
I've reached the point where the fuzzy encouraging sentiments expressed here don't mean anything to ...
I have read many of the horror stories here on EP of people living out lives of insane dehumanizatio...
I morph my personality to match with whoever I'm speaking to, like a chameleon. I have no sense of p...
RECOMMENDATIONS FOR SURVIVAL: I come from a background where there was no attachment in...
There is a special place in hell for child abusers. Taking something as precious as a child's innoce...
Been abused since grade 8 I am now in grade 12. I used to get beat all the time and now I stand my g...
I believe when you die the questions you have on this earth that you did not understand will be answ...
BRAIN HEALTH COCKTAIL FOR SEVERE CHILDHOOD TRAUMA SURVIVORS, DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER, ATTACHM...
I was a child abuse survivor and it's not easy to get over about that cos it was a traumatic experie...
I entered adult life so severely traumatized due to being starved for intimacy and attachment and te...
Almost no one knows about it, not even my Mother or my best friend....
Survived through the past, but I'm not quite a survivor yet seeing as I still have a minimum of two ...
I am a Child abuse survior..I was abused by father whom is and was a drunk when he would try and cor...
HOW TO HEAL YOUR BRAIN: 1. READ THESE BOOKS TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR BRAIN ...
Sometimes I feel like the 4 years of abuse I went through are just dreams because I can't remember m...
The more I think about it now. The more it seems so hurtful. Yet it is not happening now... its more...
I grew up being abused by my father he was always drunk pull me out of bed out of a dead sleep becau...
Can someone who have been abused as a child message me so I can ask a couple of questions please it'...
Before I start my story I want it to be known I am a strong and capable woman, mother and everything...
As I live in the midst of chaos. I understand that I must stay composed. I must not allow the sheer ...
<img src='http://content-img.experienceproject.com/1422261625Tpss09-i.jpg' width='415' height='621' ...
So here is my story all my life I seeked attention I wanted to be the cemter of attention : ta...
I ran into an old friend I grew up with. We weren't really that close but were from the same neighbo...
I had a flashback today. It took me a little bit to recover. I was walking in the park with my husba...
i don't know if me and my siblings are being abused but it seems like we might be i never thought ab...
I wish she instead asked, " Are a Child Abuse Survivor". It is a Statement. How she made it a choice...
8065 members in this group. And i thought i was unique....
When ever I took a shower in my home after my step mother would hit me and I would soil myself; she ...
My mom and my twin sister were all I had growing up. No family at all to visit, that is because they...
I was abused by the ONE person you'd never expect to do it. MY MOTHER. I was 12 when it happened & I...
I remember being 6 years old and my older siblings had left home. My mother had jus had the youngest...
I wish I could talk to somebody about this but it's so hard :(...
Isolation became my being, the walls of my windowless room became my flesh, and the cries of pain be...
This is my first time posting, I wasn't really sure about doing this but I feel like I need to. <br ...
Basically, recently, there has been a lot of interest in child abuse victims in my area. Outside my ...
I'm going to do this, ok. And I'm NOT going to cry, no. When I was 7 my father left us....
I tried to go to a church group once, to talk about what happened. I hadn't talked about it since I...
As a child, I never knew unconditional love, affection, or attention. It was always conditional. I...
I'm still trying to escape Opus Dei. It's hard work after all the propaganda. <br...
When I was ten and in the fifth grade, an obese boy in my class asked me to be his girlfriend. When...
Both my parents were physically abusive, they'd find any reason to hit me with just about anything, ...
Mom was emotionally abusive, mostly. The was very good at emotionally blackmailing me, shaming, inva...
I'm obsessed with having sex with my father....
I am 34, yet I still crave a father. My own father was cold, violent, and at times, delusional. My m...
I have friends who have known me for 25 years who don't know the pain I feel. On the outside, I am s...
It bothers me to this day. i am 37 years old. it affects everything i do. I have not told anyone abo...
When I was barely a year old my dad used to throw and kick me around like I was nothing. Every time ...
How can I describe the horror that was my mother? To recount her evil is like reciting ...
How pathetic is it that the beatings I endured and the very unique and cruel punishments are what I ...
I left u and thank god I did mother . The way u treated me and my brother I HATED AND for that I wi...
Were you satisfied when you laid your hands on me? Did it make you happy when I begged for you to st...
What my mentally ill father will never understand. I see women on television being tea...
I had a major flashback to childhood today. I finally decided to tell someone that my boyfriend has ...
My parents had split up when I was very little. I'm not sure how old I was. Anyway, my mom had custo...
will never be able to talk about it........
I never really saw it as abuse. In fact I thought it was normal. I thought getting the **** beat out...
I am completely shattered! I am damaged, in all senses. My stepfather is to blam...
I'll tell everybody I am 27 I never had friends not even a girlfriend the word rejection is huge and...
just kids experimenting or abuse?? boy 2.5 years older than sister engages her is sex p...
I just wanna forget. I know it wasn't my fault...Sometimes the flash backs make me cry. Sometimes an...
Starving all the time was nothing new to me growing up. Other kids in school were the same way. My l...
My cousin molested me since i was to young to remember. I started to realize it was wrong around the...
My mom hits me a lot. Back when I was little, I used to cry a lot. I was a miserable child. My mom s...
I was sexually abused as a child for over 10 years by my own family...
This week has been full of nightmares and flashbacks. I've been working with severely disabled child...
My mom use to beat me until I was 13 or 14 and she didn't touch my twin brother or little sister....
I have a story like all of you been through the therapy of remembering more than I ever wanted too. ...
I was sexualy abused by my mother when i was a child...
I was sexually abused as a BABY I was burned with cigarettes as a 2 year old. I still have the...
Since I was a young tyke, my father and mother have been fighting because of marriage issues. My fat...
I grew up forced into this mindset that everything was war and I was a warrior. The weak perish. I'v...
I hope you get want you want on Christmas. We both know you never wanted a daughter. Y...
I've realized something. Something horrible. It makes me want to cry, puke and scream. I don't know ...
Was i abused? Thats the question, i did something with mom...
I am not a child anymore but I still put up with abuse. I have no family nor friends as far as I am...
I grew up being beaten, molested and unwanted. Usually family and strangers alike only kept me aroun...
It stops with me. Yes, I was abused. Still am, and I'm 65 years old. I ...
It's been ten years today since she made sure with her abuse that I would forever live in pain, that...
this is the 1st time I am mentioning this after 37 years. I remember my brother telling me tha...
To me, my parents were just ***** and egg donors . They have some kind of love towards...
Power Is Rebellion. It will serve you well to place the people behind bars. or at least destroy them...
Being a survivor is something I embrace in myself. I could ponder endlessly as to why I experienced ...
My brother from so long ago physically sexually verbally abused me I was a frightened l...
I’m not sure when the latter state of mind ended and the former started. It’s like the event hor...
For a long time i used 2 blame myself for the physical, mental & sexual abuse that was inflicted on ...
I was abused from the time that I was 4 until 21 years old. I was sexually abused when I was 4 years...
I've known for a long time that I was emotionally abused by my mom and dad. Separately. Recently tho...
Since I'm new here, I won't go into a lot of details. To be honest, I remember very little of my li...
I have so many abuses being child, I don't know what to say.....
Nothing But Pain And Questions My parents were never bad parents. They weren't alcoholics, the...
I have shared the details of my nightmarish childhood in a previous post. But as I was looking over ...
It started as far back as I can remember. My dad first, touching me where I shouldn't be touched. Th...
I had a flashback the other day. I went to get in the shower and it happened. I was back in that hou...
Alright i was molested by my great uncle, brother and aunt. My stepmom went crazy after her first bo...
a problem I feel powerless too...I stayed with my best friends sister(jess) after my dad died and sh...
This story is my own, I’m not telling it to get pity but cause it helps to talk about it and I kno...
What doesn't kill you mentally ***** you up....
I look at the pictures of me from 3 years ago and I wonder...how did nobody know? How did they not s...
When I was like 5 my moms boyfriend would abuse me and my brothers everyday until she got home it wa...
This is only a small amount of the abuse that has happened in my childhood. It happened by many peop...
When I was on this website into thousand 13 I posted a story about my child abuse. That part of my l...
I have this crush on a boy at my school. But, I don't know how I will react to dating and having to ...
When I was five years old, I did something to upset my father. I still don't know what that was, but...
I'm also a child abuse survivor this is the only thing destroying my heart my soul my life this pain...
I am always available to talk to anyone struggling with the same history. There is no right or wrong...
I was very fortunate to have two very loving parents whom did everything they could for my sisters a...
My twin Brother and I were adopted when we were 3 1/2 this was in 1959. For the first year or so I r...
My twin Brother and I were adopted when we were 3 1/2 this was in 1959. For the first year or so I r...
My twin Brother and I were adopted when we were 3 1/2 this was in 1959. For the first year or so I r...
The Devil Died On Easter There once was a woman born in the 1930's. Said to be blessed ...
Almost my entire childhood, I was a victim of my mother's abusive boyfriend's violence. My father wa...
Family punching bag. Outcast. That is what I've been my whole life. My mother abandoned me when I wa...
I have been dealing with childhood abuse for over 50 years as my mother was emotionally, verbally an...
Letters To My Father Part One You can never tell. That might be the harde...
I was sexual abused as a child but I survived, now I am trying to stay strong after my granddaughter...
I was physically abused ever since I was 3 years old by both of my parents. I never got out until I ...
My dad would hit us in a way that wouldn't be acceptable today, but was acceptable then. My mom, on...
Every time I wanted things, I was denied, I was made to think that wanting things was wrong, that wa...
I am 14 let me start off before I was born my mom smoked drank got on roller coasters and she knew t...
With mothers day approaching, how are you guys going to handle it? I would love to never speak to my...
So many people carrying the same wounds and pain… I am one of them…My mother abuse...
I think about what life might be like if I could talk about who I am. I started lying about who I w...
Just a small reminder that you are not alone, it was not your fault, and there is still good in the ...
I'm a 13 year old girl, I was born on 9/11/2001 the exact day and time the first plane hit the World...
It may seem like a small thing to some and that is fine cause it happen to me....
That moment when you can hear them coming up the stairs you hide under the covers shaking your hart ...
It's one off them things to grow up in constant fear and cry your self to sleep every night is a thi...
You know those moments when you just want to be rescued, to be taken out of the situation you've bee...
Does anyone know how to move past it. I drank the pain away for a long time and now I'm sober.. I ha...
My dad started off as a good man. It was only when I was 3 that he began abusing my mother then me. ...
I don't remember allot about my childhood. but I remember the abuse more clearly. I really wish I c...
What do you guys think about all the groups here who support corporal punishment? Is spanking/hittin...
tonight is a bad night. i feel so unhappy right now. i just want to be loved. but i cant even love m...
Im. Scarred Im me when i was younger i was abused my dad said im a stupid little piece of **** gay ********** ju...
So Mature, Yet In a Childish Way... I've always been mature, even when I was a little kid. As a grew older, I never seemed to lose my...
Big Kid My husband always tells me that I am a big kid.I don't get offended though because I am.When it i...
Enjoying the Wonderful World As An Adult Child. Some times I feel just like I am a child at heart. I am awed by the simplest things and love to b...
Yearning For Love, Affection, & Serious Play Time. Mahahaha  It's true! There is a little girl inside me (no more than 10 yrs old), who just wants to pl...
Unrestrained I'm addicted to simple things that adults call childsplay - climbing trees, hide n seek, tag and so ...
Which One?? Annoying Or Childish?? Both? 1)ok.. my brother 9 y.o. was flipping channels with my [same age as him] aunt... I was pissed I lift...
Serious, Yet Silly! Although I'm technically a adult, I'll always be a child at heart....
Puer Aeternus Yes, the Child at heart. I always am. Even so the situation demands some level of maturity in dealin...
Be Happy With Me! I am woman Sometimes... A silly girl with a lot of fun A girl with cats and ...
Part Time I like silly stuff, waking up in the morning thinking of all the possibilities, adventure. crusing ...
Im 7 Years Old From Inside! Im the youngest in my family. Im so used to being a baby that I just dont wanna grow up from inside....
All Woman From head to toe, I am all woman. But inside me is a child at heart. I cherish that child-like-heart...
I'm A Toys R Us Kid Lol Me and my mom use to joke and say "I don't want to grow up I'm a Toys R Us kid"  lol. I embrace the...
My Child Within Is Healthier An Happier In The Present I wasn't a child when I was a child.  I had adult responsibilities much too young.  Being too ...
I'm Still A Kid Inside My husband sees me as a child and he feels like he has two kids instead of one. My attitude is like ...
I'm eighteen, and I still think, talk, and look like a child!! I am not your average 18-year-old hig...
And proud to be one as well! :D...
I am 25 this year and all I ever wanted is to take care of children without any expenses on me. I un...
Being "mature" does not mean giving up cartoons, toys or anything stereotyped for kids. There is a d...
I like to watch movies and have seen Big Hero 6. I want my own Baymax!! 😏...
i still love Disney movies and cartoons like spongebob and pokemon :) ...
"Help me, C. I'm falling in love." By now, my bff has known me for a long time and my silliness.<br ...
"C, am I still bootylicious?" This is how my bff and I picture ourselves in the near future. H...
Good morning!...Whoooo....what's new?...
Ah....ask no more If we get into details We no longer are strangers We are bound t...
Again?...................................
Good night everyone...tomorrow will be another day....
I still love Thomas the tank engine and I bought Thomas and the magic railroad on DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...