16 Years With No Hope In Him

I'm 16 years old and I have grown up my whole life without my father. I think if I had him here I wouldn’t be under all the pain I am under now. He isn’t deceased or anything, he isn’t just there for me. He has 5 children and isn’t there for any of us. I wish I could do anything to get him to realize what he is missing out on. I wish I could talk to him and actually know that he cares enough to even be considered as a dad.
kaylamerie14 kaylamerie14
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 27, 2012

I understand entirely, I'm 17 and I've never even met my father, my mom was young and hormones were too strong for her my dad was 5 years older but that doesn't stop anybody from getting what they want anyway he got her pregnant at 18 and stayed with her for a little while then up and vanished before I was born he has never ever ever called us even though I've tried to call him and contact him he simply can't deal with it he erased me from existence and he doesn't even care