Catholic, Virgin, Freak In The Sheets? How Does It Fit Together?

I don't really share this with anyone....
As mentioned above, I am a Catholic but I am also fairly liberal.  Anyways, Im a virgin, in many ways.  I have never had sex, not even a kiss or a boyfriend!  
I plan to wait for sex until I get married.  I think it is important for me to set a limit like that for myself and of course it is the "rule" for catholics.  
I do not know what to do though!  I crave sex all the time!  Its not the penis, or even sex I guess.  Honestly I think that penis's are quite ugly.  Its more the passionate embrace and skin to skin contact that I am craving.  I feel like at any moment I could lose control.  Run up to a sexy guy and kiss him, rip his clothes off and just lose it!  
I really dont know what to do!  I am catholic and catholics teach that even sexual fantasies are bad.  I don't know how I can possibly stop thinking about sex! I don't know how I am going to wait until marriage for sex!
Please give me any advice you have or let me know if you are in the same situation!
SaveWorldSaveMyself SaveWorldSaveMyself
18-21, F
3 Responses Apr 2, 2011

Everybody wants what they can't have...

haha i wish!

chastity belt. you can wear one and make out with the man of your dreams. you can cuddle and ondle each other and find out what each others fantasies are with out haveing to worry about him slideing in. and remember you giveing him oral sex is not actual sex just like him sucking on your nipples is not sexual mannered. every time you give him head he'll have to eat you out on your honey moon so keep taps ok.