Because Of God

Call me crazy but I believe that the only reason I didn't kill myself was because God gave me the chance to start over. He gave me a new school and a fresh start, even though the pain still haunted me everyday for a long time, and occasionally still does, I've learned that forgiveness truly does set you free. If I hadn't forgiven the people that hurt me, than how would my wounds ever heal? Now that I've been through what I've been through I can go on my life, stronger and better.

What happened to me was a terrifying experience that I hope nobody ever has to endeavor. I know kids were just trying to fit in by putting down someone different, but I wish they hadn't taken it to the extent that they had. Leaving me broken, for a long, long time. I still have a scar, I still have my memories, they slowly fade away as time progresses but my hip doesn't have such relief. It's not my fault that my mannerisms are slightly feminine at times, but that's something I can not help or change, no matter how many times I try. Sometimes I will walk in a funny way or say something in a funny tone and get laughed at, and my response is something I am not proud of, my sly remark just goes to show how immature I really am. How I can not rise above it. I know I will never meet them again (most likely) but just the satisfaction that I surprised them with my foul mouth was enough to comfort me in that part that is still trying to heal.
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Dec 22, 2011