Another Cloudy Day....

This morning it's the third day that we have been relieved from the heat of Southern California. I live in a mobil home and it gets hot at 80 degrees and we need the air condition. I am barely sliding by with the help of my roomy , Trish is a good homemaker and go's out of her way for me often. We have had our differences , she sometimes feels distant and quiet then the ball drops, she'll mention the overuse of the electricity, I am concious of it yet she is somewhat annal about it.
My daughter is visiting from San Diego . We are very close , so wiht my son. I realize I am there alot for them and I need to let them do it themselves. I am with the idea that it's my obligation to see that my daughter has what she needs and if I can help her I should as she is now devorced and has been through cancer , a double mastectomy, a house fire, a nasty 5 years in court with her ex . She is broke and so am I after seeing her the past few days, we went shpping and bought her new clothes for a fabulous job as a design coordinator, she will be on her feet soon and I expect the same treatment when I need it and she has it. I hear tough love but thats just not in my blood.No one was there, my family made it clear I was not their problem. I have been self supporting sense I was thirteen year old , I'm 66 now so a lot of water has run under the bridge.....ask me anything and I'll have an experience to draw from to answer. Sometimes I feel I can size soone up with just an avatar and age and gender as well as their answer to a question.....I can tell them alot about themselves , I wish I could play with it but it really is walking a straight line as the scriptures tell us to avoid this activity. I am old fashion common sense girl , I could use a good man.....
MsOracle MsOracle
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May 2, 2012