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I lost my husband of 40yrs Jan 2012. I lost a 36yr old son to suicide Sept. 2010. My 41st wedding anniversary is Sept 4th & the 2yr death date of my son is Sept 20. I am having a very hard time with depression, the doctor put me on meds last week but I don't they have kicked in yet. the other morning I woke up thinking my husband was in bed next to me, as this ever happened to any one else ?
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1 Response Aug 26, 2012

I have felt like my husband was with me several times. I lost him march 20 2012 we celebrated our 47 th anniversary on Feb 27, 2012 . I was 16 and he was 19 when we got married and when I lost him my brain couldn't accept it. He had a routine colonoscopy on Nov 30th 2011 had an allergic reaction to the propofal (sleeping medication ) and was critical till we took him off life support March 20th. I'm suffering from PTSD and I'm terrified every time the phone rings. My grandson committed suicide sept 30th and my daughter has tried several times. I dream about him and I always feel like he is by my side. The last words he spoke were smile for me baby and I try to remember and do that when my grief overtakes me. I'm so sorry for your loss and I know they are just words but I feel your pain.