My husband died recently from primary liver cancer. He was 62 years old. He was my world.
i just am so angry with the world. and so sick of hearing people say i have no idea what you are going through but it will get better. I get so mad. It will not get better. Yeah maybe i wont cry later as much as i do now but it will never be better.
pess pess
4 Responses Nov 5, 2012

I lost my husband 2 years ago & I do understand. Iost my Mother of liver cancer in '08 so I also understand what it's like to watch someone you love die from this disease. My heart goes out to you & I'm here if you ever want to chat.
Thanks for sharing.

I have some understanding of your emotions. My wife died of cancer 3 yrs ago. It never gets any easier. I've just learned how to manage it more. 3 yrs seems like just a few weeks to me. Everybody else has a life going on. Mine felt like it stopped and it's difficult to find passion in anything I do. I do what I'm supposed to do. Finally, just recently, I have started to think hopeful things. Things can get better. I don't know what to tell you, but those of us still here need to find a way to live again. I think it would be a dishonor to my late wife to not at least try to find a way to be happy again. I believe good things can happen. My heart goes out to you. I wish you new happiness in the next chapter of your life.

Pess: I just wanted to leave a note...thinking of you. Maybe pass this along.My dad passed away two years ago at 76. Cancer got him too. The last words he heard in this life were his wife saying "Bob your my hero, rest now babe, just rest". He passed right then. It was beautiful and sad, but it bought my family together as she was his second wife and i have known her for 50 years. Never felt that much love and respect for her till then. His death had .more meaning than the 5 sons had ever known. God bless you

I have no good words to comfort you! all that i can say is that a stranger like me wants to be here for you and i will be your friend if you want one

thank you, you are honest. life just sucks. and no i wont kill myself.