HurtMy live in boyfriend of 10 years hung himself in my ba
His parents had died of alcohol related issues an he was really depressed an had started drinking more then normal and started missing work to drink all day at home. He missed his mother so much that it killed him. I tried for many years to get him to get some sort of counseling and he just wouldn't. he had given up. given up and everything and I am so mad at him.
I put up with all his issues and all the fighting and at time physical and emotional abuse and this is how I am repaid!! But on the other hand I miss him so much how could he have done this to me after 10 yrs. I can sleep I cant look at any of this things and I a scared I will never find my match again. I can believe this is my life...
LisaKS 26-30 0 Jan 9, 2013