Losing A Souse To End Stage Renal Failure

I lost my husband on February 2, 2013. He had End Stage Renal Failure, had been on dialysis for 6 years. In the back of your mind you know the day is coming but when it does, you still aren't ready to say your goodbyes.

I miss him so much. I keep myself busy so I don't have to think. Then I come across a picture and the tears start flowing. I miss his voice, the way he made me laugh and the way he made me mad.

Sometimes I swear I hear him calling me, especially at night just as I drift off to sleep. He always called me Granny. Just this morning I woke to what I thought was him calling me. Granny come here........ only to awake and reality sinks in.

I know in time I will heal. Until then how do I overcome the sorrow?
snoeangel snoeangel
56-60
Mar 20, 2013