To Sinnona, Iam also a widow and feel your pain. Iam now 59 and have been alone for almost two years. Ihave kept our house but feel overwhelmed trying to keep up with it all and working full time. I have two grown daughters but basically am by myself trying to figure it all out. I tend to worry about everything I guess because Ihave no one to share it with. I am not interested in dating but admit I'm lonely. Ifeel like everyone else has a life and I'm just going through the motions. I know I'm not clinically depressed but Ifeel like Ireally need some happier times in my life. How about you?