I used to be well happy, I had a good job and my family support network was amazing. I started University feeling immensely proud at age 24 and then in my first year my sons dad died, I fell pregnant again with someone who I was seeing through rose coloured glasses, and spiralled down to the bottom of the pile.
I see my life now as very messed up and have to face that my outlook looks bleak!
I severely lack self confidence now and totally feel like this is not me. I've cut off all my family - they've judged me critically too.
Im going back to Uni age 32 but just cant shift my sadness
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31-35, F
Aug 17, 2014