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I A Marine's Girlfriend

Maybe Im Wrong..

By: kayrodriguez
Written on February 5th, 2011
Well yesterday he got called into work and left his phone in the barracks. pretty sad. He didnt tell me all day.. so i stay up as late as i can to talk to him and nothing so i fall asleep. In the moring i wake up to a text and he tells me what happened. oh no big deal. I had tagged him in a status and posted on his wall. just saying i love him. he didnt write back to it or ever "like" it. Then he comments on like 4 other girls status that were about viturally nothing. ok whatever. Im not the jealous type i know he has friends and it doesnt bother me. what bothered me is he didnt aknowledge that he was on my mind like as if he didnt care. I dont feel like he is thinking of me because his mind is always somewhere else. i tell myself its the corps and it helps. He has cheated on me before and we worked through it. but i still feel a little insecure with him and i dont want it to affect me any longer oir even at all.  I know he loves me and wont hurt me im just scared i guess. idk, i  have so many emotions right now. i just need to talk t him its been awhile since we really talked about feelings and stuff. hopefully tonight we will
By: kayrodriguez
Age: 16-17 , Female
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  • sunkissedx156
    sunkissedx156

    I have felt the same way! your definitely not alone in feeling like this! similar things have happened with me and my marine. he has gone to back to work without telling me and gone hours with out a reply and then not much is said later. and as far as facebook i completely sympathize with you, My marine also has seemed like he has talked to everyone but me on facebook. I know if you love each other then things have a way of working themselves out. Stay strong girl! Your not alone! I'm here if you ever just need to talk or vent! Wishing you the best!

    Feb 11, 2011
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  • kayrodriguez
    kayrodriguez

    Im glad im not alone in this. It kinda just seems like im the only only one trying. and Omg im sorry he id that to you. Mine cheated on me while he was home on leave. He would be with me then go with her. It broke my heart i didnt talk to him or anyone else for a month. In the end we worked through it and are engaged and i think that makes me more insecure cause i feel like he might change his mind or something since he wanted someone else before. I hate the distance but have to put up with it and i know i can. i just hate that he doesnt try. And lately its gotten worse. He will text 4 hrs after i text him. we havent had a conversation in two weeks, he ignors important questions, He doesnt text me before he goes to sleep like he used to or call me anymore. i like to believe he is just busy or tired but rationalizing the sistuation isnt working anymore.....

    Feb 7, 2011
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  • lovinyoufromcali
    lovinyoufromcali

    Hey girl I know exactly how you feel! My marine did the same thing to me all the time! I got so mad and flipped out because he'd always talk to everyone else on fb except me, so I deleted my facebook and told him why! 2 days later I reopened my facebook and posted back and he commented on it :) I think its just the fact that they don't have to talk to us on facebook because that's what a phones for so they don't see it like we do! My marine also cheated on me, when he was in Afghanistan and it tore me to pieces but we worked through it and now he tells me when he talks to girls and stuff, just so I feel comfortable! It's all up to you how you want to handle it! I hope it all works out for you :)



    Semper fi!

    Feb 6, 2011
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