I have been with my boyfriend for a very long time. We plan on getting married here soon. He's going to be leaving for Basic Training in 5months. I'm very proud of him for what he is doing. I love him with everything I am. I'm just not sure how I'm going to handle him being gone for 13 weeks. The only way I'll be able to talk to him would due through letters. I'm use to falling asleep to the sound of his voice. I can't sleep if I can't talk to him, or see him, or touch him. I do not know to much at this point. He's telling me everything that happens as it happens. I'm just afraid of a lot of things. I love him, & I plan on spending the rest of my life with him.. I just don't want to let him leave. What if he doesn't come back? I shouldn't let those thoughts come into my mind. I cannot help it though. I'm only human.
Ksn95 Ksn95
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 13, 2012

stay strong! its tough but it'll be worth the wait. they mature so much and turn into greater men after basic. I went through basic and all the other school with my Marine, im going through him going off to schools still adn hes been in for 2 years. feel free to message me if you want <3 Sophie

Thank you. Glad to know I've got somebody to talk too.