Ok its me again.. yes the one that said i didnt miss my boyfriend. WELL... now im a wreck!! I DONT KNO WHAT TO DO!! it was fina as long as he was in basic. he couldnt talk to me or anything so i was slowly feeding off the many memories we had. i was doing a good job until the contact began. i know it sounds wierd but know that i was excited to hear his voice and all was well. BUT. he started changing slightly (which i expected), he is always sooo busy now and im not use to the lack of attention yet. i try not to stress him out by bringing unneccessary problems to the table. so i dont say anything about them but he knows me and we end up arguing every other time we talk. he's asked me to marry him and to come live with him. i declined because of my age... but i have never even for one second stopped loving him and he is the same way. i can tell- we know each other too well (5 years will do that to you). anyway i dont have any friends in the same predictament as me SMH and this is getting sooo hard!! i guess im just wondering am i the only one who feels like this? i get up everyday thinking about him, everynight thinking about him smh... ive been like this- not this type of girl. i dont fall in love its just something i dont do.. but this- this is scaring even me.