My husband left to go to work Sept 19th and didn't come home. He fell 12 meters from the buidling he was working on. We where living in Greece and very happy buidling a new life together. Then in a instant it was all over. I still can't believe this happened and I'm soooo sad all of the time but I know my friends and family need to thing and see that i'm okay, so I pretend. I just don't want to be here without him and I don't know what to do. I've moved back to Canada, started a new job so i should be grateful but I'm not, just very sad. I feel that I'm just going through the motions and doing whatever my family tells me to do.